All over again

At times , when he didn't text or look for me . I told myself it ok n he prob busy .
I told myself not to pinch too much hope n after all we are just friend with benefit .
At times , when I received his smses, it just a kind of mixed feeling coming back . Everything will start all over again .
Closed to half a year no contact expect some smses which he told me how much he misses me n apologies for not meeting up . I just reply n case close .
Today , it started all over again . Tell me he going for biz trip tmrw n b back next thur n shall b free to meet up on next fri . Ok !!! I got the hint . Shall see how it turn up then .