SO WAT IF IT BLUE ?? KILL ME

I know monday is always blue ...........

But it kind of suck when everything just dun turn out the right way ... I m sooooo sick of it liao . I just dont understand .....

It the fucking things that i wont ask anyone out anymore. I m sick and tired of people cancelling on me and watever excuses they can give me.

I m sick that i m always the one for people when they are not the one for me ....

I dun love myself now and i m going to hate myself more ....

Hope it make sense !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m not going to talk to my mum for the time being .......

I m preparing to move out anytime now ..........

i m sick of this place