PERHAPS

perhaps i was expecting too much.
perhaps i could not understand.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.

silence despite a million apologies.
silence when the ears just wishes to shut.
silence when the mind controls the heart.
i waited in silence.
but the silence was deafening.

cos my heart was listening.
i know it was going to be difficult.
but you could have made it a bit easier.
but you do not know how.
cos it is not,important to you,now.