I SEE RED !!

I M HAVING A BAD MOOD SWING NOW !!!!!!

Dun even ask me why ?? I m reli piss with myself. I snap at everyone that reli piss me off today. I ate like a pig. Prob that the only way that make me feel good.

I almost smash the tv. This stupid ads keep repeating . It just remind me of the fact that i m not fucking going ... Freaking fucking shit .................. Wat the hell is is all abt ???

I reli want to drop everything and run away. There is reli nothink for me to stay behind. Pls be prepare that if 1 day i didn't relpy any sms .. YES !!! I m done with here and m going away !!!!

SLEEPING AWAY !!!!

I'm going to bed now !!! Not going to receive his call till tomolo morning ... I miss him around to give me my good nite kiss .......... Hopefully i m able to sleep !!!!!!!!! :(

FLYING OFF

In less than 13 hrs, "Dyy" will be flying off for his biz trip .. I m not happy at all ... I hate to be seperate from him ...... 2 weeks is no joke !!!!!!!! I reli hate my job as time goes by .. I hardly had anytime to keep him accompany b4 he fly off ...... He been so busy with his work and now i m not going to see for 2 weeks ....

I been planning wat i should do during these 2 weeks .. Prob i will try to keep myself busy with work so that times will passes fast enough for me to see him again ......... It suck and reli suck well !!!!!

Pls take care of yourself !!!!!!!! :(