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I tot this idea is quite cool ........

PRINCE OF TEARS

Set around 1950s in Taiwan, an anti-Communist campaign swept the island and hysteria reigned. On one autumn afternoon, two young sisters return from school to find their once happy home ransacked by military police and their parents arrested and accused of being Communist spies. The film follows a quartet of characters like the dashing air force officer father, his beautiful devoted wife, a mysterious scar-faced bureaucrat and a general's glamorous wife. Their lives and loves intertwine until everything erupts in a rhapsody. Amid life in that turbulent era, friendship, passion, high-minded ideals and dignity are all put on trial in the courtroom of human desire.

SEED SPRING SUMMER 2010

Seed always been my favourite brand in Malaysia. I discovered this brand when i wa stravelling in malaysia 10 yrs back. The design is always up to date and i buy till i become their Vip. Each year, they never fail to inpress me with their collection. If i ever need something from the runways with a cheaper price, Seed is the place i do. They used to have an outlet in singapore, but have closed down then. It kind of sad, their quality and design been great. Prices is afforable too.

This spring summer 2010 collection is one of my favourite. Love the sandal and leather shoes. It a pity that only kl haveing the shoes range. I usually go Johor to purchase their product and shoes is the only range that they dun carry.

Love the deconstruct pant, legging(i love it ), vest , shirt and jacket. It a everyday thing that i can mix and match in my warerobe. I cant wait to get my hands on them .

ICE KACANG .. SWEET

"Ice Kacang Puppy Love" is based on Taiwan-based Malaysian Ah Niu growing up in Penang. In this directorial debut, he also stars as the boy who is a little shy. It's love at first sight when a girl moves to his forsaken Penang village and he grows up with her through primary and secondary school. However, she's a bit of a tomboy who can fight off bullies while he's so timid that he can't even make coffee at his father's shop.

NO REASONS

I know it not right.

I m not sure was it me or just the tv.

I just feel like crying whenever someone make some speech on the show. Worse, i even feel like crying when i saw this dog being put down in some drama.

It sooo not me. I just dun know wat wrong men??

I just dun feel like doing anything at all. All i wnat is to lie in my bed and sleep my way out.

I need to do something .......


PS: Mr TK, have expected that you would postpone it. It you who said 1st week of may u are ok and that y i asked.

BREATH TOO MUCH

I m staying in today.

Curing my hangover.

I cant remember what happen yesterday ? No drama anyway ... Just drinking and catching up with friends.

I remember a guy came and asked me for cigges, he wanted to buy me a drink, he hug me and prob kiss me on my cheek .

I remember my friend said he was trying to flirt with me and by asking a cigges is an excuse.

Anyway, we didnt do anything also.

Soooo, i m just going to lie down and sleep all the way. I cancel my appointment for tonite also.

OUT TO BREATH

I m sooo looking forward for tonite party.

Zouk 19th birthday bash.

Dress code : Red carpet event, glam , like oscar.

Gosh, i m finally going out to breat some air.

PS : Soory, i did dress up for the event but my photographer is not around for the night.

REJECTED

It not me who got rejected. It me who rejected a job.

I remember very clearly that i apply for a Marketing position. I m very sure that i fit in the bills that stated on the ads b4 i applying it. I received the call few days later and i super remember clearly that i was told to come down for an interview for the Marketing position.

I did went and was told that if i make it to the 2nd round, they would ring me.

I did received their call and was told to come down for another round of interview. I did share wat my tot on the job over the phone when the lady asked m i keen on this job? She ensure me that just come down for the interview and we will talk abt it. Eventually, i went for the interview although i m not too sure abt it.

The moment i step back to the office, I m almost 50% sure i dun reli want this job. The ppl that i saw, enviroment and watever shit they gave me to read, it just doesnt make any sense at all. How the guy dress for work also make no sense and i dun undersatnd all the group discussion and shouting of logan also ?

AS my so call trainer was briefing me, i almost 85% sure i dun want this job. I double check on the role that he was explaning to me and i let him continue on so call my career in the company b4 i said anymore.

Finally, i yold him i came to apply for a marketing job and not sales. This is not wat i was looking for and i m not interested to be in the frontline again. I apolgise for wasting his time and i m not keen to continue. He keep asking me why and wat was the reason ? I nearly slap my face, i m sure this moran just dun understand wat i said just now and from our conversation.. I m super sure he got no bloody idea wat marketing is all abt ?

Anyway, He get the manager to talk to me. I just said the same things to him and thnak him for his time. I dun wnat to go thru every shit detail with him liao. I hope this make some sense that if i ever want to be in the frontline doing sale, i jolly well go abck to retail . Why i want to waste my time to send in my resume for a marketing job , come for the interview and then i was told that i had to be in the frontline doing sale first b4 i can move to the back end to do marketing ? It just make no sense at all.

PS: Kena a insect bite, swollen and it start tobe this reddish patch all over it.

ONE YEAR

Today, marks the memory of the relationship.



It marks the start of another year of trying to forget the pain.

WHO THAT HANDSOME BOY ??

UNDER THE HOT SUN

Yesterday was my grandmother death anniversary. My sister took off on this day and we decided to go and pray to my grandmother. It been a long time since i came. The temple is undergoing some renovation now. This place bring back so much memories. I remember i first came to this temple is when my grandmom die. I was only in primary school . That almost like 20 years ago.

The place was packed with people on sunday. It was a very warm day .

18/04/2009

Wat have we done for this day ??

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

It should be out 7th .....

I m still celebrating this ...

Without u ...

I m clebrating my love for u

MISS JOY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
!!

FORMAL = LEATHER SHOE?

Ok .. 1 interview being arrange. This coming monday at Amoy street. Gosh, i was being reminded to wear formal for the interview. No tee or jean. I have no issue when coming to dressing but i dun own a pair of leather shoes. Gosh , looking presentable mean total package and i must wear leather shoes ??

I doubt i would want to spend my money on a pair of shoes now as i dun even know i get the job or not ? If u not going to hire me because i dun wear leather shoes for interview then i m very sorry. This Job prob dun suit me.

I was appaying for marketing manager position leh . I should b fashion forward and look presentable enough mah. If we are all in office wear, this mean the company is damn freaking boring. CORRECT ??

Anyway, i m not going to think too much. I must have enough rest and get ready for the interview on monday.


Wish me luck

EX EX EX EX EX

I couldnt believe that i m sitting down with my ex ex ex ex boyfriend and talking to him on his open relationship and his flat buying stuff.

I find this more weird that he prob the only one that i still can talk to and travel with him. I mean travel with no string attach.

I believe he the only one that i know i can count to when i need help or advice although at times it doesn't help much.

It more funny that i cant hardly hold a conversation with my ex now and yet i can text him for advice. It prob the comfort zone thing that i need.

This is so funny .........

SEASON WHAT ??

With all the free time i have on hands now. i managed to finish

1) Csi Miami season 8
2) Csi Las Vegas season 10
3) On going American 's next top model season 14
4) On going Project Runway Season 7

It kind of achievement hor ....

NO EXPERIENCE = NO CHANCE

It kind of scary that i have send out my resume and only one get back to me. This one didnt even ring for an interview. She mainly asked for my expected salary and pic.

I m wondering is this so hard to switch my career now. I have so much of experience in retail line and i have all the knowledge for other aspects . It just that in my line of work, i didnt get to use them. So it mean no experience = no chance now ??

I m sure i just need some training and i m able to perfrom better than thoso with experience. I just cant believe it. None ring me up.

Worse come to worse.. i go back to u .. No choice.

MONGA

Starring the top two male idols in Taiwan, Ethan Ruan (Monk) and Mark Chao (Mosquito), "Monga" tells about the story of five boys from the historical district of Monga in Taipei, who join a gang because they were tired of being bullied around. As the young men enjoy their newfound status as gangsters in Monga, they have no idea that other gangs have also set their eyes on this prosperous area. Under the guidance of a veteran gangster, the youngsters are taught the heritage created by the founders of the borough of Monga. He has no idea, however, of a storm brewing that will soon break every hint of order in town, and remove the last remaining grandeur of the old town Monga.

THE SINGLE MAN

Set in 1962 Los Angeles at the height of the Cuban missile crisis, "A Single Man" is the story of George Falconer (Colin Firth), a 52-year-old British college professor who is struggling to find meaning to his life after the death of his long time partner, Jim (Matthew Goode). George dwells on the past and cannot see his future as we follow him through a single day, where a series of events and encounters ultimately leads him to decide if there is a meaning to life after Jim.

How could u still love someone for 16 years
??

ONCE AGAIN

It once again the best party we ever had.

THERE SHE HERE AGAIN

I tot that since i m not working alreday. I could have take this time to rest.

I m wrong !!!

My auntie from malaysia came again. I m ok that she come but i just felt that this is way too often. My mum didnt even take leave to accompany her. She justs tay in everyday. I know why she come .. Cause she want to pray to my uncle that have passed away 2 months back. But i m sure she dun need to come so early right ?

I felt kind of odd with her around.

I sleep and eat late. She keep asking whether i want to eat or m i working today ?

I freaky need a rest and i would perfer that i was being alone or left alone . I cant stand when there people around when i need my rest.

The worst part is .. she freaking dun eat a lot of stuff. It so hard for us to cook and my mum end up to tak poh for her .

Now, i have to take care of her 3 meals if i m at home. Wat the hell is this ??

U see, i got no job now and i dun feel like spending myt ime going out and waste money. Even i m alone at home, i perfer to hide inside my room and surf internet and sleep.

Now is like, i m so cramped up at home. Everywhere i go is all the moneypaper that need to be burned to my late uncle. Lots of laundry hanging( she did her washing everyday ), her pills and different packets of 3 in 1 coffee.

Last but not least, she talk very loud. Each time she talk to me, she almost blast my ear drum.

I know, i need to respect her.. Yes, i m respecting her but she had to understand that, i need my space . This space even my mum dun cross over.

MAKE UP MY MIND

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH !!!

She said i m being dishonest and my contract said that she have the right to terminate me.

I said i quit then. 24 hrs notice.

Fuck u !!!!

If i m being dishonest, all your staff and including you also. How amny fucking times they do thing behind your back ? Only that u fucking didnt see it.

Hei bitch

If i m going to tell you the truth that u are so dislike by everyone in the shop. wat the fuck the been talking abt u ?? I m fucking sure u will cry your ass out of the shop and u will realise how u have fail to live as a human .

U can say watever u want and i cant be bother with u anymore.

Finally, i can get a proper rest now while i search for another job.

I RAISE IT UP

I just couldnt stand it anymore.

Watever it is, she said just sign the warning letter and then put everything away and let it go.

Everything start afresh.

I was like ok .. anyway u r leaving bitch, i m just going to tolrate till next mth.

The fucking hell is , she dun know wat go and dig all the shit and then shift the blame on me. The fuck is all her fucking witness. I asked for name and she cant even give me at all.

I cant b bother with her anymore.

She asked me to go on leave while she investigate.

I prob make up my mind liao.

Fuck u !!!!!

IT NOT YOU .. IT ME .. MAYBE NOT

Met with with Miss L for dinner tonite.

I share wat been going on in my life now.

I twitter something . It was a case of typo error and it been causing a huge misunderstanding among my friends. They tot i was dump by someone again. So, i had to explaine to them wat is reli going on.

Some advice was given along the way. I m reli in a confused state now as there too much things happened and some signals was given totally in the wrong way. I felt that i just dun leave this world now. At times, i just feel the sould leaving my body.

I prob need a break . A reli long break ... To re ensure myself and wat i reli want.

NOT 12 BUT 11

April is the saddest month of the year. I wish it can be erase away. I wont
mind to put into sleep for just this month.

HEART-BREAKING

Mr JT aka fuck buddy asked me out today. He wanted a drink.

I said ok.

He said he would fetch me at my place.

While he was driving, he said that he broke up with his bf. I was shocked.

While we were drinking, he pour out his problems in the past relationship.

Ok .... I can sense the unhappiness and i could feel that he is glad that it over. But i m not too sure he is sad about it or not?

I told him that both party was not honest at all in the first place. So it mainly take some shit to trigger to boom up the whole relationship. He totally agree with me.

I honestly have give up in relationship. As much as i want, i m wondering who be the one ?? I m not getting younger and i cant possibly act young and expect the chasing game all over again. I need it now and i want it fast. That how my point of view for relationship now.

As i keep thinging abt it, i realise i m not ready for any. It not because i enjoy my singlehood now. It because i still love him. It sound stupid right??? Cause he might not even bother anything at all... And i m the one that doing all this stupid meaningless things here...

Watever is it, I m sure there still one there for everyone .. If only ..

UNIQLO UT

LOve this summer collection of Uniqlo tee.

Hey mickey ...............

EXCUSES

Back to work ...

Saw my boss. She have gave a most lame excuses to me today.

She said her bf is sick. Suspect of food poisoning. She request to leave work today at 8pm so that she could bring him to doctor. She asked me to get a part timer in to replace her after she leave. Mind u, she in afternoon shift today.

I find it sooo lame cause if he reli that sick. She would have bring him to doctor early morning and not late at nite. I m sure the bf is working and he prob need to summit mc to his compnay also right ?? hope this make sense .........

btw, she on leave from tomorrow till mon. Going to bintan. That make more sense ......