Dream place

Love it

Pathetic me

Work had never been kind lately . I find myself been working overtime just to finish up my work . Not to mention I also need to do other people job . The most fuck up part is this is not even my own job . I wasn't paid for it .

Not to mention I m working with idiots again . All these ppl are just so ungrateful . They think they had right to request this n that but never even look at how selfish they are when they request them . Always the lame stupid excuses . Like I said , idiots .....

I m freaking praying very hard . Can't wait to get lost from here . I can't afford to b paid peanut . Imagine every mth end u had to worried weather u had enough to get by till yr next pay day ? I just find myself so pathetic now . Really pathetic .

Full of regret

I so regret with myself . I should get it that time . Now I saw it again , it so freaking fucking gorgeous . I m freaking wondering why I never get any single stuff from this colour monogram collection ???

Chair

The royal chair

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那麽累 假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正可笑
这才真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我还是奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

Because of u

Another freaking long hrs of work just because the principle is coming . My off day was cancel n I had to work my ass off till I get my next off day .

Fuck it . I m moving on already .

123

I still can't get over it .

I just can't help but felt a bit cheated .but it ok . I m grow n move on .

If the first man is wrong , I learn from it n move on . Yes I was hurt badly n it took me long enough to recover .

The second man is wrong , I learn from it n move on . Hurt was there but it still not that bad .

The third man was wrong , I stunned . Asking myself , wat went wrong again ? Have I done not enough ? I blame myself ..... I was hurt badly n I can't move on till now .

Now !!!! I can't even bother cause I don't know how to b in a relationship anymore .

Move on move on

I should have know it

Usually my sixth sense is very accurate . After 6 mths of no contact only the occasion of smses . I sort of know that he shl b attached .

Out of the blue , he asked me out for a drink today . I went n while he was driving , he mention that he is attached n the bf is of town n he a Malaysian . I just keep quite n just mainly reply ok .

He asked how m I and have I got any date n I reply yes . He was trying to peep on my phone while I was texting to my friend n ask who was that . I reply it a friend .

While we were drinking , he talk abt the bf n I just mainly keep on drinking . I just don't know wat he want from me .

He is like trying to play a mind game with me .

While he was driving me back , his bf called and he try to explain who calling him n I just don't understand why he need too .

When we reached my blk , he said he too tired n won't be coming up n I reply that fine n good nite .

While I was getting ready for bed , he texted me again n ask did I miss him n the fun ? I don't know wat to reply . He just said let meet up on Friday again n I said ok n reply with a good nite .

This is way too emotional torture .

Ps: he is my fb . The one who ask did I ever fall in love with him b4 ?

I so want this

Fair treatment

Just extremely dulan with work . It like I been working for abt 10 to 12 hrs for the past few days . All due to stupid shortage of manpower , stocktake n stupid stupid pilot shop which is totally a crap .

Fucking piss n my mood wasn't the best n not to mention my mum still can managed to irritate me at some point .

I m totally shag off n really pray very hard that the other company will call me soon n so that I can fucking leave this place .

It suck !!! Fucking crap !! Suck !!

The lady

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Marni x H&M

I never know that I b do crazy . Actually , it wasn't that bad after all . Was at H&M at abt 630am , queue tag was issue at abt 645am . Pop to centrepoint Mac for breakie. Wait till 9am n walk back , roam a bit n then time for my shopping.

Was only given 10mins to shop . It was a breeze . I take wat I want n then decided n paid . No sweat at all .

It was fun but I wasn't sure I b crazy to do it next round or not . Mayb if I like the designer , I will consider again .

All over again

At times , when he didn't text or look for me . I told myself it ok n he prob busy .
I told myself not to pinch too much hope n after all we are just friend with benefit .
At times , when I received his smses, it just a kind of mixed feeling coming back . Everything will start all over again .
Closed to half a year no contact expect some smses which he told me how much he misses me n apologies for not meeting up . I just reply n case close .
Today , it started all over again . Tell me he going for biz trip tmrw n b back next thur n shall b free to meet up on next fri . Ok !!! I got the hint . Shall see how it turn up then .

Dear Daniel

Proud godpa !!!!!