THANK YOU

People,

I m still alive ....

Thank for the concern and smses !!!!

ACCIDENT

Ok !! I m glad that i m still in 1 piece. It was very scary. We were talking in 1 mins and then next thing i know .. I was almost thrown to the front seat...

No one was hurt in this accident . My friend car are reli in bad shape. But reli lucky that we are all fine.

GRADUATION LOH !!!

Finally, the big day had arrive .

We deserve it ....

Suffer for 2 years ..... Miss out a lot of good chance .....

Free to go .....

SICCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK

Fever !!!!

Sinus !!!

Running nose !!!

Body aching !!!!!

viomit in the middle of the nite !!!!!!

Think it H1N2 ......

SUCK !!! I think tomolo i will kena another full shift .... Fucking 10 hrs of working everyday now ..

The fuck i work so hard for ???

說好的幸福呢

雖然你未必會看得到這裡，
甚至你未必會意識我已離開，
但希望，會對你的生活帶來好的轉變，
至少，能夠不再讓你承受太多疲累.......
　
是我不好，對不起，
願你，安好。

It not your bizzzz !!

To the kaypoh people out there ,

It not reli your biz that i m starting to go out and who i go out with ?? I can't possbily stay at home and rot. I m picking myself up so that fuck i go out . It just happend that it was a fucking man that i m out with. It just a fucking friend. So just fuck it.

I m not angry or the hell making a fuss on it. It just that i m fucking going out with a man. So be it.It reli none of your biz who are they?? I have my right ..........

1 GOOD WEEKEND

It was a very busy weekend for me. Meet up with Miss W to run errand for a friend wedding. Well, getting married is not easy ok ... Then we went to Ion to shop around and pick up some stuff and then kopi at the bistro outside Wisma. Brought tix for the ah kua show liao.

Trying out the mask my mum get for me in taiwan. Cute loh .... Not to mention my fav sandal for the moment from Topshop. Loveee the col !!!

"I can't be with you as your boyfriend. But that doesn't mean that I don't
love you."

It a movie that worth my tears !!! Would want to watch it again and again .. The boys are cute too.

Thank u Mr S for the movie. It was a great nite.

THAT ALL I WANT

I wish at time i could get someone to lie to me.

Dun over protect me.

I wish someone could just understand how i m feeling now.

I m not that strong as wat u see..

For the past few months, i m trying hard to keep that image up so that u ppl won't worry for me.

I just couldn't hold it anymore.

I want to cry out loud ....

I want a hug ...

I just want someone to understand me ....

ANOTHER BABY

This was specially send to me by my best regular customer. Can't wait to see the baby .

GONG HEI GONG HEI !!!

2009

2009 is not a very good year .

Too many break up ....

Too many death .....

My ex grandma just pass away today !!

One after another ....

Mr H, Dun take it too hard. It part and parcel of life. Take care ..

ROM

GONG XI GONG XI !!

I should be happy for my best pal that Rom today but i come to realise it the daat that we broke up... So everytime she is happy celebrating her anniversary, i will be sad.

That's life !!!

DAY AND NITE

Alrite .. I m sooo excited to smell the freshness of the new mall in town. YESSSS !!! I m in Ion orchard today to do set up of another new outlet. No worries, It not bloody mine. I dun want to be here . I want to come here to shop .

It a very lovley mall. All my fav brands are in here. I m sure there some damages to be done soon... I felt that the whole concept is almost like all the mega mall that i saw in hk. It easy to shop and u can get all u want here. Tomolo it will be fully open ..

Let me know some of the brands atht i fine here .

PRADA, LOUIS VIUTTION,VALENTINO,ZARA,NEW LOOK,FOX,G2000,TOP SHOP , TOPMAN, PULL AND BEAR,MIU MIU,MAX MARA.MEXX & CO, MUJI,CARTIER ETC ETC

U WILL LOVE IT !!!!

Meet up with Nini and pei for dinner. Pei be getting Rom tomo and she want a gal nite out. We went to this japanese restaurant for dinner and then to a karaoke pub at Ann Siang hill for party.

I got no comment on the nite cause i was in a deep shit ....

刹那间

总在刹那间有一些了解
说过的话不可能会实现
就在一转眼发现你的脸陌生不会再像从前
我的世界开始下雪
冷得让我无法多爱一天
冷得连隐藏的遗憾都那么地明显

I DUN LOOK FORWARD FOR IT

Weekend is not something i long to come for. Almost every time, i would feel so lonely. All i need was a nite out.. Mayb just coffee or movie. Nobody seem to be free. Everyone had their own programme.

It reli tough for me. I m picking up myself and learn everything one more time. I m such a baby now ..

别让我心疼

不要掩饰你心里的慌
摇著头对我说谎
我早已看出了你的悲伤
但是他不值得你热泪盈眶
虽然这爱情教人神往
但我只怕你不够坚强
他所承诺要给你的天堂
不是你想的模样
当他对你说一往情深
你千万不要信以为真
不要轻易的付出你的吻
不要让我为你心疼
他信誓旦旦一世一生
那并不是你期待的永恒
别在梦醒后伤心悔恨
不要让我为你心疼
请不要让我心疼
不要掩饰你心里的慌
摇著头对我说谎
我早已看出了你的悲伤
但是他不值得你热泪盈眶
虽然这爱情教人神往
但我只怕你不够坚强
他所承诺要给你的天堂
不是你想的模样
当他对你说一往情深
你千万不要信以为真
不要轻易的付出你的吻
不要让我为你心疼
他信誓旦旦一世一生
那并不是你期待的永恒
别在梦醒后伤心悔恨
不要让我为你心疼
请不要让我心疼
当他对你说一往情深
你千万不要信以为真
不要轻易的付出你的吻
不要让我为你心疼
他信誓旦旦一世一生
那并不是你期待的永恒
别在梦醒后伤心悔恨
不要让我为你心疼
请不要让我心疼

WAT EXACTLY IS RELATIONSHIP ??

Is being in relationship all about love?



Or is it about finding a suitable match in terms of what you can offer to each other?


How does any couple have or share “a life together” when both are happily booked full in their work and personal social lives?!


Why do people get into relationship when they would rather have fulfilling personal lives instead of a fulfilling relationship that requires their devotion in terms of time and effort?


While I agree that it is important to have your own personal space while u are in a relationship, I am also unable to accept the idea of spending 90% of the time apart as two individuals instead of seeing each other

EAT ALL U CAN

Dinner with Miss M and Miss F. It was to celebrate Miss M belated birthday. We decided to go Seoul garden for steamboat buffet. I m damn full after all the food. Hardly got space to fill in the dessert. Damn !!! I sooo wanted to eat the ice cream .....

Went to walk around after dinner and then back home ...

Cut my hair in the afternoon. I look so nerd now .. Gosh !!!!!

NOW I KNOW !!

Dinner with best friends at Parkway sakae sushi. Suddenly, i remember someone told me that every tue the japanese market there sell fresh sashimi in a reli good price. Well, someone .. mayb next time we go ok.

Anyway, Miss T getting rom next tue. We decided to come out for dinner and drink just to help her to get rid of the nerve.

We move to Winebar at Zouk for drink after dinner. I actually like it. It was tue .. Very quite and peaceful ... We had a great time chatitng until this stupid question throw to me ..

"Would u let your ex fuck u if he want ?"

I answer yes, it sex wat i want now. Anyone also can. This is wat i call friend with benefit.

While on my way home.. My tears came down.. I dun know why ???

I keep thinking of this term " Friend with benefit ".

I m wondering would i able to accept that ?? Now i know y my friend keep mentioning it. Now i know how important this friend are . U can have as many as u one. All u need is a call and they will be there. No emotion attached. Wat u want is fun .....

Sound like a good plan to me ......

WEDDING PLANNER

I m offically appointed to be Mr and Mrs Goh wedding planner. Her wedding lunch be on 3rd of Oct and hell i m going to do lots of things to make it perfect.

This role is new to me. I can plan lah but i m wondering how i make it perfect ??

Well, since i m not getting married, i m going to do it as it my own wedding . I m sure it would work that way .

Btw, Mr and Mrs Goh.. Thank u for trusting me so much . I do my best !!! Relax and enjoy ...

TOT

I m slowly picking myself up.

I m healing from the broken heart ...

U make it so easy for u .. but not for me !!!

Actions speak loudly than words ..........

U are not me .. u will never understnd how i feel ???

I m just disappointed with u ...

WATEVER

I think whe come to work, i already learn not to be bother by wat u said.

It one ear in one ear out .

I know i do my job and i dun care how u judge me .. U live in your won world and so do i. I dun fucking care.

My slience doesn't mean i m afraid of u ..

Wake up and get a life ..

DUPLICITY

A story about long-time lovers who happened to work as spies on opposite sides. Both of them team up, staging an elaborate con to rip off corporations and steal a valuable product.

Watch it, if u want to feel the love ..

FUCKING IDIOT

Some idiots used my address to borrow loan shark. This idiot came and splash paint all over my door today and lock my gate. Idiots !!!!!!!!!! To the fuck, i make police report already. U will never get away from it.

Bloody hell. It reli damn suay day. Lucky nobody at home.

羅美玲 愛一直閃亮

雖然你不一定看到，但是我要告訴你，我愛你

DID U FOLLOW ??

Someone been reporting sick very often lately. I m just wondering did that idiot send someone to follow her to doctor ?? I think this is reli double standards loh . If it was me , i think the whole army gang woould follow loh .

NABEI !!!

I M TELLING MYSELF

I can't drink !!!!

I must not drink !!!

Control ..... Control ....

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Get that sinful tots away from me ............

MR BUG VISITING AGAIN !!

' AH CHooooooooooooooooooooo "

I think i caught the bug already. My throat is not feeling very good. The food taste bland to me and i m fucking craving for spicy food. That how i m when i m down with the flu bug.

Should i see doctor now ??

Later ppl want to follow me how ?? Then it H1N1 how ?? Ppl workacholic leh .. Later kena cannot work and scold ppl how ??

Think i just pop some panadol and see how ....

I need to get something stronger. Panadol doesn't seem to work on me now especially when i m having a headache these days. I take at least 4 b4 the pain would go away.

Anyway ........ Nothing !!!!!

I'M

i am strong on the surface, not all the way
through.
i have never been perfect, but
neither have you

...

SOMEONE SAID

Someone said that i took too many Mc this year liao. If next time i fall sick again, my head got to follow me to doctor.

Well, come loh . I make sure u idiot follow me. I make sure i kena H1N1 and then i spread it to u. I curse u !!!!

Someone said she got a lot of eyes at the mall i work at.

Well, if reli got so many eyes, then go and become PI hor. Dun waste your talent in this company. I got more eyes than u loh. Who i dun know at the mall. From the owner of the shop to the security guard. U know 1 cat there and make it like u know 100. CRAZY !!!! I also got a lot of eyes in the office loh .

Someone said my window dispaly look plain and scary.

Idiot!!! the guideline is given by the Vm team leh . U not happy.. feed back to them. That wat u very good at. Anyway, your dressing suck, i dun trust your taste also ....

Someone said my store very dusty. mayb that y i always fall sick.

Sorry hor.. i sick is because i see your fuck face. Well, if we got to do so many cleaning, i rather work in hotel and do housekeeping. At least they pay better. I work in retail line not cleaning service company.

NABEI !!! ALL IDIOT
!!!!

PACKING

I spend almost 1 hrs to clear all the stuff in my cupboard. Throw away quite a fews things and i also packing quite a few thing to be return away. Mayb wat Tai Tai A said is true. The best way to cure heart pain is to pack away all the stuff. I shall find time to clear the stuff in my another room.

STOP ASKING ME !!

People,

I m reli fine. Stop asking me how m i whenever u see me. Stop giving me the llok that u dun believe. Please ... I had to move on even i dun want too ... I can't carry on my life like this. I admit i still love and miss him a lot . But there nothing i can do. I still need to carry on with my life ... I m reli fine... Stop asking me ...

OUTING

Finally, we have met up for a food tour. I miss my prata so much that we decided to go Zam Zam and pig ourself out.We were super full after all the food and we decided to walk to Plaza Sin for movie.

I think it reli a curse ... Everytime we plan to catch a movie .. It will be fully sold out or we couldn't get the time we wanted. I should have just booked them online... Mad !!! We even walk to cinelesure and yet can't get any tickets at all. Today is just fucking wed and how come it so crowded???

Changed of pal.. we decided to shop around. Went to Pull and Bear and grab my stuff. Further markdown liao. Nothing much in Zara and i m still waiting for the further markdown. I still see a lot of stock left. It just luck loh if i still can get them. No hurry !!!

We were so dead tired after all the shopping ..Almost fell asleep on the train when we were on our way back .....

Gal, shall do it soon .....