PREPARING

OK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super busy day for me ..

Changing my bedsheet
changing the sofa cover
clean the window
pack my room ( 60% not done )
supermarket shopping
Decorate the living room ( leave for mama to do and i m so regret )

I still have still a few stuff to do but i m too tired to carry on . I couldnt believe it.. in another day it b chinese new year eve already. 2011 past too fast liao.

THE BED THE SMELL

It's a queen size bed and I always find myself sleeping only on the right side of the bed and leaving the other half to a ghost boyfriend (complete with 2 pillows cause I want him to be comfortable when he in my lala land).

I was staring at the other side of the bed the other day and thought it is just silly of me to use my bed as a single bed and since I am not having a boyfriend now so I decided that I should make full use of the bed by shifting my body weight to the other side.

It was so funny. I tossed and turned, could not get to sleep because I was reminded of my ex "DYY". He was always on the left side of the bed and each morning I waited for him to get out of bed first and I will rolled over to his side of the bed to smell his scent and I found his lingering body heat extremely comforting: it was my favourite way to wake up. I never told him what I was up to .and I eventually fell asleep and end up right in the middle of the bed.

Anyway, I m still back on the right side.

EMOTION EXHAUSTING

Looking back, it was one very exhausting relationship.

It was the emotional investment that was harder to deal with.

The entire time i tot i was happy but i realized now that i wasnt. Its funny how i convinced myself to believe in something that wasnt real.

I AM NOT THERE

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the snow on the mountain's rim,
I am the laughter in children's eyes,
I am the sand at the water's edge,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle Autumn rain,
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the star that shines at night,
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.

MACDONALD

OK !!!! I finally get my hand on the macdonald toys... Im loving it ...

BEARY BEARY SHOES

Jeremy scott for adidas. I bear this shoes. I want !!!!

我們該如何選擇

愛與被愛 我們該如何選擇
誰可以告訴我答案
當我全心全意愛一個人
但 我卻傷的好重 好痛
當我選擇被愛
我卻又不願意勉強自己
最後 卻是 我傷害了別人
很想義無反顧的去愛一個人
也希望那個人 是真心真意
但 愛情 永遠不會是完美的

LAST OF ME

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

BURLESQUE

Ali (Christina Aguilera) is a small-town girl with a big voice who follows her dreams all the way to Los Angeles. After stumbling upon The Burlesque Lounge, a majestic but ailing theatre that is home to an inspired musical revue, Ali lands a job as a cocktail waitress from Tess (Cher), the club's proprietor and headliner. Burlesque's outrageous costumes and bold choreography enrapture the young ingenue, who vows to perform there one day. Soon enough, Ali makes friends with a dancer named Georgia (Julianne Hough), finds an enemy in a jealous performer named Nikki (Kristen Bell) and wins the eye of bartender musician Jack (Cam Gigandet). With the help of a sharp-witted stage manager (Stanley Tucci) and gender-bending host named Alexis (Alan Cumming), Ali makes her way from the bar to the stage. Her spectacular voice restores the lounge to its former glory, though not before a charismatic entrepreneur (Eric Dane) arrives with an enticing proposal.

WRONG DAY WRONG TIME

I m just having a very wrong day . My whole body is on head. Evereywhere i went is soo freaking full of people. Not to mention that i have o wait for my sooo called very good friend for like close to 1 hrs cause she is late. We had a heat arugement using wat's apps. She having her bad day and so do i. I just couldnt stand anymore so i just trash it out ...

Watever it is, we still end up meeting n catch a movie ....

Went to chinatown to look look see see... freaking packed .. I couldnt even walk finish the whole night market .We changed of mind and decided to go somewhere for kopi.

It been just a very emotional week for me. It one bad news after anoher. I been like listening to too many secret and giving advice till it bursting me out ..... I dun think so i can bear to hear another bad news again for the week ...

FUCKING FRIDAY NITE

Meeting DYY for lunch tomolo . Need to pass him his birthday n xmas present. Yes ... last year birthday present . It been that long since i see him ....

It kind a very pissing me off nite. I was caught in between a arugement between 2 ex lover. It irritated me more is when my last relationship was being attack n it was fucking used to compare to wat these two idiots have gone thru. Usually i just shut my mouth n let them say watever thay want cause i know they r angry but not his time. I freaking answer back wat i feel n ask them to back off n settle their own shit b4 calling me back.

I roll my eyes .. this is soooo shit .....

If the shit is there for 10 years .. it always be there ....

MY BOYFRIEND

A LETTER TO SOULMATE

To: Mr Soulmate


I felt that our kind of relationship have come to a point that we can be continue anymore. As much as i want to b there for u when u r sad, lonely n troubled but i cant bring myself to do so. Reason being, i find that i cant reli understand wat u being doing ? I always feel it me who the one that offer u my hand n yet i dun see it from u . Your friends seem to b the one u always move towards althought they dun seem to b truth to u.

I m way disppointed . Chinese new year is always a day i m looking forward too cause of the usually catch up .. We make a promise b4 that no matter wat, there shall always b one for chinese new year time. Due to u going to kl to accompany your friends, this annual event is cancelled.

Please recalled how many times i had to postpone all the dinner n getaway due to you ???

I rest my case ... Guess, as much as u feel that being alone is better which i disagree all the way, now i finally understood . It never be easy to b someone soulmate.

All the best to u

Fair Game

As a covert officer in the CIA's Counter-Proliferation Division, Valerie Plame (Naomi Watts) leads an investigation into the existence of weapons of mass destruction in Iraq. Valerie's husband, diplomat Joseph Wilson (Sean Penn), is drawn into the investigation to substantiate an alleged sale of enriched uranium from Niger. But when the administration ignores his findings and uses the issue to support the call to war, Joseph writes a New York Times editorial outlining his conclusions and ignites a firestorm of controversy.
Actors

IT A ME DAY

Lunch date with Bff at ion ...
Decided to go movie alone ....
Dinner date at 5pm .....
Shopping around at 313 ....
Home by 9pm ...

I do enjoy the pleasure of me being alone ...

The Tourist

A remake of the 2005 French film "Anthony Zimmer" starring Sophie Marceau, this Hollywood romance-thriller revolves around Frank (Johnny Depp), an American tourist visiting Italy to mend a broken heart. Elise (Angelina Jolie) is an extraordinary woman who deliberately crosses Frank's path in order to mislead all those who are following her former lover Alexander Pearce, a criminal wanted in 14 countries, who has stolen money from a gangster (Steven Berkoff) and who is being pursued by an agent (Paul Bettany). Against the breathtaking backdrop of Venice, Frank pursues a potential romance but soon finds himself the pursued as he and Elise are caught in a whirlwind of intrigue and danger.

COMPLICATED

I do not want to hide the fact that i have feeling for u .

The fact that how u behave towards me n wat u do , it leave a big question mark in my head .
I dun know wat u actually things abt and i do not want to make the first move . Reason being i do not want to complicated the whole relationship later.

If u do not have the tot, wat make u raise up the question ? This is the part that i dun understand .

I just want to close this chapter and move on .

????

I dun feel very good. Not because i m sick . I just felt confused .........

CANT BELIEVE IT

Today is really a funny day .......

Friend invite me to jb for a shopping trip. Upon reaching the checkpoint, i realised that i bring out the wrong passport. I have to b escort back o the other side of the checkpoint and make my way back home o collect my new passport.

When we reached jb, we having lunch n then shop around city square. I didnt have the mood to go other places. Went to Seed and found a few items and member get additional 10% off, i also remember that i need to renew my Padini card. At the cashier counter, i realise that i didnt bring my card out and their system is unable to check my membership number. They suggested that i reserve the items n come back another day for payment . I just decided to forge them cause i realsie is a want n not a need.

Finally, i decided that i cant take the shit anymore and want to end my trip n come back early.

Today is not my day ..........

SOLD

One of my creation is sold. I even get order for them . thank god. I m soooo happy . Hopefully it a good strat. Thank u Ms leong for doing up my pictures.

Please check out precip here for the products.

GOT FEELING FOR ME ?

FB: Wat can i do to make up for my mistake and your trouble to go bank ?

ME: U own me way too many dinner and drink. Mayb make u fetch me from work for a month.Mayb find me a boyfriend.

FB:Actually so many years know me, u never like me >

ME : I did but i just not sure how u feel

FB :I also confuse but very nice with u . Everytime see u still horny ....

ME : That is lust not love

FB : Hahaha .. let's see.. who knows couple of years down the road ..

ME : WTH .... U DAMN IDIOT ........

FB = FUCK BUDDY

FB throw this question to me and i super kena caught and i have no idea wat i shl reply to him . I not sure i shl b happy or get myself throw into another deep shit i m digging now.

HAPPY DE-STRESS DAY

This is a long waiting gathering i been planning for my shop. Finally, the day is here. Love the view and room but not the service at Marina bay sand hotel. It been overrated. Service here suck. We all having the best time. Thank u all. Let do it again ......

QUOTE

“Are we dating? I thought we were just sleeping
together.”

MR BIG AND CARRIE BRADSHAW

Mr. Big: Would you want to get married?

Carrie Bradshaw: Well, I didn't, didn't think that was an option.
Mr. Big: What if it was an option?
Carrie Bradshaw: Why? What? Do you want to get married?
Mr. Big: I wouldn't mind being married to y...ou. Would you mind being married to me?
Carrie Bradshaw: No, no, not, not if that's what you wanted. I mean, is, is that what you want? Mr. Big: I want you. So, ok.
Carrie Bradshaw: So really, we're, we're getting married?
Mr. Big: We're getting married. Should we get you a diamond?
Carrie Bradshaw: No. No. Just get me a really big closet

COOKING UP A STORM

It a blessing to cook for someone that u love. It need not be your boyfriend or girlfriend. It just for people you love.

SEX AND THE CITY

“It takes half the total time you went
out with someone to get over them.”

I SOOO NEED IT

I m sooo looking forward for my off day tomorrow. I have a list of stuff to be done.

1) do my laundry
2) change bedsheet
3) cut my hair
4) sleep late

I been working like 4 full shift all he way. Been way too tired. I m planning for a short trip. I seriously need that . Going thru my list to find a khaki now. Anyone keen ???

HUNGRY

LOVE MONKEY

FXXK BUDDIES

If you can develop emotional attachment to ur bf even without sex,
what more fxxk buddies who are so sexually intimate

HANGOVER

In bed for more than 10 hours. Sleep through all the way. No more hardcore party
anymore. I need a changed. I need to change.