Saturday, September 30, 2006

DARING ...


I wore a new pair of jeans today for work .. Someone mention that i have a pair of "carrot leg" .. Daring huh u .. Mr Axxx .... at least i dun show my underwear everytime i rise my hands or i bend down to pick up somethin ..... I thought i was the most EVIL , BITCHY and SLUTTY person in this world ... Not now .. I found my match ... Gosh, I need to go for some courses to refresh myself liao .... How could i lose to him ??
My brain is shutting now.. straight 15 hrs of work for 2 days ...... it not function already.. tomolo another round ..... Arraagghhhhh ............

Friday, September 29, 2006

分手书局

曾经在台湾的诚品书局翻书时,一个字条从页缝间掉了出来。我连忙拾起,发现是个写给“有缘拾到字条的人。
”字条的笔迹很端美,一划一撇从容雕写:“九月十二日,我和男友选择在这书局分手。原因很简单。书局里不允许任何人大声嚷嚷,所以我们很平静地离去。见他头也不回地走出了店外,我才后悔地站在书架间,把头埋在书皮间抽泣,不让人看到。后来我发觉书局确实是个分手的好地方,你若想出气,大可随手摔书本,然后快步走去。

SILLY ME ...

I woke at at 745am today .. and thought that i will be on time for my meeting at 830am .. only when i reach the Mrt station .. i realise that i was late when all my staff are already there for the meeting .. I just dun understand y i make such silly mistake ?? I thought wat big event abt the meeting loh.. In the end, It was nothing but just a few updates on wat happened in the company .... Lucky i didn't take a taxi down .. I m super broke liao ... lucky another 2 days to go b4 pay arrive .......
I been like working for 15 hrs today .. tomolo another long day for me .. Aiyoyo, i been rushing from 1 meeting to another today ... Transport was not sponser and i didn't even have a proper meal ... Think of food now, i m super hungry ... Didn't meet my "Dyy" for quite some time liao ... I m searching for this floral print luggage for quite some time .. lucky i found it today and my friend will request to transfer for me to her branch .. I need that for my bbk holiday ... I m counting down for the days to come ... Yahoo ........................................
Moses lim sitting on my eyes now .. time for bed ... byeeeeeee

Thursday, September 28, 2006

MY TICKETS IS HERE


Went to Chinatown to collect my air tickets b4 going to town to meet Nini.. It was a horrible bus journey .. The bus was supposed to be an air con bus .. But it seem to be blowing out hot air to me . I was super late loh .. The travel agency suppose to close at 5pm and i was there like 620pm .. Making me feel so bad to make the staff wait for me .... after that, I have to rush to orchard to meet Nini ...
Wat a vain pot she is ... wearing a pair of new pump and make her feet hurt like crazy .. In the end, we had to rush to buy a pair of slipper to make her royal feet feel more comfortable .. We walk around orchard only .. didn't buy much .. I m trying to save up for my Bangkok trip ... it like abt another week to go liao ... I m looking forward for it ......
I managed to catch this season Project runway tonite .. Just find this whole group a bit funny ... I dun know how to say it.. but just that they seem to be so nice but look too fake in a way .. Mayb they knew that being a bitch won't bring u far away ... hahaha .. was suppose to update afew more pics .. was tired today.. shall do it tomolo ..

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

YES.. YES ..


I fight ...
I won .......

Monday, September 25, 2006

THANK U

I can't believe it .. I got nothing to blog tonite.. My brain cell is dead .. I m crying my lung out infront of the pc ... I m so disappointed with everything now .... I m just so disappointed ....
Thank for thoso who had support me thru out .... Thank for all the sms ... appreciated

痛苦,悲伤

执着只带来痛苦,
放手只会带来悲伤,
是你的始终是你的,
不是你的也不需要太强求,

春泥

漫天的话语
纷乱落在耳际
你我沉默不回应
牵你的手
你却哭红了眼睛
路途漫长无止尽
多想提起勇气
好好的呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意
那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地开
出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜
迷雾散尽
一切终于变清晰
爱与痛都成回忆
遗忘过去
繁花灿烂在天际
等待已有了结局
我会提起勇气
好好地呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意
漫天纷飞的花语
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地开
出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜
那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

让我们懂得学会珍惜

Sunday, September 24, 2006

SHOPPING LIST

HERMES BLACK 30 BIRKIN
Hermes classic 30 Birkin in black leather with silver palladium hardware. The Black 30 Birkin features double carrying straps and Hermes’ signature lock and keys and four little silver feet.
Approximately 30cm x 24cm x 16cm
HERMES BLUE JEAN BIRKIN
Hermes classic 35 Birkin in Blue Jean Taurillion Clemance leather with contrast white stitching and silver palladium hardware. The Blue Jean Birkin features double carrying straps and Hermes’ signature lock and keys and four little silver feet.
Approximately 35cm x 29cm x 19cm

This 2 are my all time fav bags .. Well, The waiting list in singapore have been stop already cause they need to clear the order .. When can i have it ???

DEPRESSION PART 2


At 4pm in the afternoon, I gave up .. I tried to fast but .. too bad ... I saw all the cooking programme in the tv today .. My stomach was calling .. That was the time i decided to give in to them .. Yes, The evil of all.. Mcdonald Mcspicy meal ... Gosh, it was heaven .......
I was so free at home today .. mum went out and i had the whole place to myself .. It was kind of cool .. i managed to do a few housework and was thinking of wat i want to do ... it like i m going thru a lot lately .. with work .. Suddenly i feel so lost abt it.. I did menton that my passion had gone.. but i didn't thought that it be so bad .. till i received some more bad news ... And with all the changes in my company ... I learn to accept changes but it doesn't seem that way .. Everything seem to be like bullshit ... We are treated like dirt ... I can't make up my mind wat i want .. There so many things there .. I dun know whether i m able to take it if i have give them all up .. I had put so much time and effort in it ... But at times, if it not a place to fit in anymore .. Do i had to care that much?? How often do u feel like running away from work the moment u wake up?? That how i feel now ... I just dun have the mood to do anything ... Prob it not a depression .. I dun know wat is it .. It just suck suck suck ...

HERE THE PICS ..




Hei, somehow i m unable to download the pics to the day i blog abt that 2 little bitches during my trip to suntec city .. so here they are... Horrible sight ....

WOW..WOW..

Your Birthdate: December 4
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

NO SHAME ...

I got the following sms today .. I got a shock hell out of my life .....

" Hi i manage 2 get yr no coz i lost my hp.e bal is 340 izzit? will
return to u on e 28 this mth. pls dun be angry .."

If u guys want to know wat happen , can read from http://dave-in-wonderland.blogspot.com/2006/09/shop-shop-shop_14.html ... How shameless a person can be?? well, if not because she want to come back and work .. i think she will just run away from me .. I told her that i m going to resign.. she can ask me izzit because of her .. YES.. partly because of u leh .. u shameless bitch ....

BETRAY ..


I felt been betray and i m reli disappointed with all this shit that happening around me .. I dun wish to blog abt it .. onli a small group of my friends know abt it.. I think that is more than enough already ... It hurt if i still want to repeat the whole story here and i can't help to think that i did trust the person so much and she is only making empty promises .. Foget abt it .. It came to a point that i just felt that it becoming very useless to say or do any more thing ... it just didn't work out and the whole issue is like a big fat joke ... watever is it.. i m going to live by the days and just fuck it off ..
Thank for all the support and encouragement ....

PS: Jinah, thank for the comment .. it touch to see that .. i know life is not that easy .. i still have to go on.. it matter weather i choose to go by or not ... prob the next time u see me.. will be a very different person already ....

Friday, September 22, 2006

不必在乎我是谁

我觉得有点累我想我缺少安慰
我的生活如此乏味生命象花一样枯萎
我整夜不能睡可能是因为烟和咖啡
如果是因为没有人陪我愿意敞开心扉
几次真的想让自己醉让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞噢忘了我是谁
女人若没人爱多可悲就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人追
何必在乎我是谁
我想你说的对寂寞使人心碎
是寂寞使人心碎恋爱中的女人才美
我想我做的对我想我不会后悔
不管春风怎样吹让我先好好爱一回

This is one of the song that i listen everyday in my ipod now.. it by sandy lam ... i just find it so meaningful ....

Thursday, September 21, 2006

I DUN NEED YR VIEW ...

"We r sharing pt of views n listening to choices.Why don't u
share yr views?I think its a group project n everyone should get
involve cos even XXXXXX also has some comments on songs.
we should have open communication" .....

I got this sms when i declined to follow up a project .. Cause i dun think that they would need me around as i see that u have a lot of capable ppl around u who want to do their part in it .. If in the first place that we need to get ppl who involve the project to vote .. Y get me to plan and then get it organise up?? U think it that easy to do so many thing meh?? u think u want to plan a event is so easy meh ??? I had spend nite staying up thinking and thinking leh .. and now u come and tell me that we need to vote and then i redo my plans to suit wat u all want ?? HELLO, "KNOCK, KNOCK" on yr head .. " Did u take yr medcine today"??
I walk out in the middle of the meeting .. I felt that there too many orangiser liao .. so i decided to leave it to them to do .. and then i sent the sms to declined the project .. and that when abt 20 mins later i get the above sms ... I explain to him that it ok.. i see a lot of capable ppl around him who able to do a beta job than me ....
In like half an hrs later, i got the following sms .....

" We choose YOUR song, Pls coordinate with YOUR group "???
Wait a min , Wat does that mean??? So if like my idea is not begin choosen, I won't be needed in this project lah ... I refused to reply back .....
After this crap think, i attended another meeting .. Which is FOS .. Bascially, it like to shame thoso ppls who didn't produced so called " result" .. YES, I was one of them ..... SO WAT ?? I dun care .. when u put me to take over the shop, Hv u see how many rubbish i have clear ?? Which the previous dumb blonde have left for me?? And with the shop going to close down .. and all the bargain sale .. wat do u expect?? U think ever singaporean is so cheapskate huh?? Hv u calculated how many pcs of items i have to sell to get thoso kind of sale??? At time i m just wondering have the ass move up to yr head?? It was just a waste of time in the meeting ....
In order to get all the anger out .. Miss K and i decided to b a " Tai Tai " of the day .. We went to Marina Square for shopping and then City Link for kopi .. And we had a good laugh with all the rubbish from the meeting ... it just that we realise that we are working with a bunch of moron and immature monkeys ... OMG, i m just wondering m i becoming them soon ?? Anyway, dinner was at Asian cuisine which at City link too ... Well, I will give 7/10 for the food and service ... Should try it out ... it my virgin trip there ... and i begin to like it .... We left the restaurant at abt 9pm ....
While on my way home , I recevied the following sms ...

"Fyi, XXXXXX was concerned abt ur unhappiness during the
meeting.Juz show tt she does value u .. food for ur thot " ....

Well, as i said .. i can't be bother liao .. even i do i prob will juz put 45% of my heart into it .. cause i lost my passion in it liao .... I reli see no point in it loh ....
It like y have to upset everyone leh?? U do have capable ppl around mah?? Y me?? It upset that we do not have a good leader to lead us .. wat worse that the leader is blind and deaf too ... It kind of sad to have a bad leader but it worse to have our combo ....

PS : Thank to all the sms that my colleagues have send to me when they know i m upset and have decided to drop out of the project if i m not in it .. it appreciated ... Thank to all who have stand by me today and have to listen to all my rubbish and try to cool me down .. THANK U AND I LOVE U ALL .....

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

STOP TALKING .....

Was on my way to suntec today .. As usual, i had to take the bus that 'fly' me there ... Just my luck that there was this 2 teen bitches sitting behind me ... And they can't stop yanking yanking the moment they sat down ...

A : My knee hurt. ( Speaking in fake accent, dun know from where) I'm onli 16 yrs old but i m like 60 now ..

B : ( Was eating some smelly food) Hahahaha .... U want some of this ?? But i perfer spicy one ...

A : It ok. Btw, that day C and i went to XXX for dinner .. Omg, u know .. they had this chicken .. boneless.. and wrap with cheese and ham .. OMG.. it so delicious ..... when u cut the chicken .. the cheese will just melt out ...

B : O ..O ..O .... That day , i went to XXX to eat .. They have this cheese with biscuit in it ... Wow lau .. damn SHIOK .... One day, we must go and try ... Shit, now i m having craving for the cake ...

At this point of times, i m piss off by them.. cause i was just wondering which cheena school they come from ?? Watever come out from their mouth, sound silly and stupid ... Thru out the journey , They been complaining abt the IMF .. And they even joke abt all the hard working police officers that was station at suntec area ... I wont forgive them loh ... They behave and talk like they are reli 60 yrs old ... How much u know abt all this event?? And how important all this mean to singapore?? U think is that easy to prepare for this IMF ?? I wish i had a knife at that time .. so that i can just kill them off .... SHUT UP ....
I was in evil mood today, so i decided to whip out my camera to take pics of thsi two bitches .. I was trying not to hurt them.. so only the back is been taken .. but anyway, i m sure it not hard to know who they are .. cause they are so fat and ugly ...
Guess wat,??? In the end, i end up with a huge headache .. Meet up 'Dyy' for dinner in the evening .. and we drop by to look for slash on our way home .. Cool, came back early to catch Project runway ... This season look exciting .. But some guys look gross to me ... YUCKS .............

PS: I was unable to download the pics .. it piss me off.. will get it up once i fix it up ..

LOVE U ..


You may like another more than you like me,
but you will never find another who loves you more than I do.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

LOUSY DAY ..

Got inform by my Ops manager that they will puch forward 1 days early for the pack down for my outlet. That good, I m sick and tired of the place liao .. Biz suck badly and i m like wasting my time or should i said my life there ... It is horrible .. anytime longer there will make me kill whoever came into the shop.
One of my British friend Donald will be in town over the weekend... Not yet plan where to go .. prob party around.. I still have to work .. Intend to go zouk This coming friday .. I need a bit of drink and party .... mayb it like a small celebration first .. hahahaha .... Thank Mr Tk for the sms ..... Looking forward for the next dinner date with u ... We shall arrange again ... Well, i m quite free next week ... Book me early ya ....
Ok.. sinus getting worse lately .. hate in when it come in the middle of the 9 ... Damn , i just can't have a good rest at nite... it even worse when morning come ... it suck ... I m having craving for roti prata now .. prob i eat it tomolo morning .... btw, project runaway coming ..... can't wait to catch it .. Jinah, dun forget to bitch abt it after the show ya .. hehehehe ........

BRAVO ..BRAVO ..

Went to catch Forbidden City with 'Dyy' .. Bravo to Kit chan .. flawless singing ... Great performance from her ...The music was great.. just wondering should i get the soundtrack 2 ... It was a awesome world class act by the cast ... I enjoy myself thru out the show .. plus i had a great view too .. I miss out the first 2 season and i m glad to catch it this time round.. It once of the best play i even catch recently ...
Now, i need some help.. I need to have a list of the 80's disco music list .. anyone able to help me???

Sunday, September 17, 2006

WOW LAU ..

My boss can really read my mind .. I just send him a sms asking where is he?? He reply back and told me to claim hrs to go home .. Wow lau .. I m so luck ... I couldn't believe my luck .. It was super suck at work .. Today is sunday .. and my area like a mini Lucky plaza ... U know wat i mean * roll my eye* .. It was horrible .. They wear the dress, speak and behave .. like it was their hometown .. Omg, Pls spare me .. Should have take our my mighty camera and shoot them off ..then i will post here ... and we will have a good laugh at it .. hahahaha
Mom not in .. that good .. i will have a good rest at home...
Cool, tomolo i be going to catch forbidden city .. can't wait for it .. i miss the first 2 time and i m glad that i m able to catch it this time round .. Kit chan my fav singer .. can't wait to see her performance ... wat should i wear tomolo ???

Saturday, September 16, 2006

OMG .. OMG ..

OMG.. Went to Suntec to pick up my staff uniform today .. Saw so many men in blue .. OMG .. I nearly fainted .. The last time i ever wear my uniform is like hundred years ago .. doubt i can wear my again.. already put on so much weight ..
It kind of stupid.. i have to spend xtra time just to get to suntec .. it like i have to board a bus at city hall then wait for abt 10 mins .. then it will start to move n then it will like a tour bus to move around .. and then a few turns and then i will reach Suntec .. Omg .. Ok.. so long i get to see the men in blue ... all the hard work is priceless .... Y m i not working at suntec now?? Damn ..

Friday, September 15, 2006

A LETTER ..

A Father passing by his teenage daughter's bedroom wasastonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was neat and tidy.Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the centre of the pillow.

It was addressed "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelopeand read the letter with tremblinghands:-

Dear Dad,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you, but I'm leavinghome.
I had to elope with my new boyfriend Randy because I wanted to avoid a scenewith Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Randy and he is sonice to me. I know when you meet him you'll like him too - even with all hispiercing, tattoos, and motorcycle clothes.
But it's not only the passion Dad, I'm pregnant and Randy said that he wantsme to have the kid and that we can be very happy together.
Even though Randy is much older than me (anyway, 42 isn'tso old these daysis it?), and has no money, really these things shouldn't stand in the way ofour relationship,don't you agree?
Randy has a great CD collection; he already owns atrailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. It'strue he has other girlfriends as well but I know he'll be faithful to me inhis own way.
He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreamstoo. Randy taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and he'll begrowing it for us and we'll trade it with our friends for all the cocaineand ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray thatscience will find a cure for AIDS so Randy can get better; he sure deservesit!!
Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how totake care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you canget to know your grandchildren.
Your loving daughter,

Rosie.

At the bottom of the page were the letters"PTO".Hands still trembling, her father turned the sheet, and read:PS: Dad, none of the above is true. I'm overat the neighbour's house.I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than myreport card that's in my desk centre drawer. Please sign it and call whenit is safe for me to come home. I love you!!!(Just In case you not sure what is PTO stand for Please Turn Over)

Thursday, September 14, 2006

RUBBISH ..


'LOST', The drama is full of crap .. thought today is the last eposide .. should have a ending to the story .. but it still hang me there like trying to have SM sex with u.. Horrible horrible .....

SHOP .. SHOP .. SHOP ...

Present from Miss M.It from Bbk.

Sandy lam new album ..

My new Nokia N72 .. Just use it 2day.

New bag from Nike .. Oops ..

New brooch from Topshop ..

Oops, i shop again .. will permission from 'Dyy' .. Heeheehee .. i will control ... Finally, i have another 11 days to go b4 i pack down my outlet .. Yippeess .. can't wait for it to come .. How thivk skinned can a person be when she own u money and run away .. Now want to come back to the company i work and ask for a job?? How idiot she can be?? No shame .. No shame ...

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

FLU BUG ...

My health is not that good lately .. been falling sick very often .. Now i think i got attack by the flu bug again ... My nose like a mini tap now ... prob i didn't have enough rest lately .. it still a very busy week for me.. so many set up and pack down to do .. Sometime, i just wondering the effort we put in was it worth?? At time, i can't help but to wonder ...
My passion for work start to drop a lot .. i dun feel the same anymore .. sometime , i can just kill someone off when i m working .. everyday the same old think ... i m just rotting my life there ... I m not happy anymore .. i felt that i m been strangle there ....
There a lot of things i havent been doing .. like partying , meeting my friends up for kopi and even a good rest at home.. My phone will be keep on ringing and raining non stop for all the small little stupid things ... Pls spare me from my off day .. At times, i m just wonder, i m onli a small role in the company .. Y m i doing like a senior executive post now?? Again, i just can't help to wonder *Rolls my eyes *

PS : Thank to all my fan that reading my blog everday ... keep in touch and take care ... ( U know who u r)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

TEACH U A LESSON ..

Q :Wat will u do if your boyfriend can't keep his eyes off other guys ???

ANS : Pinch his eyes when u caught him on the spot ....


ANTM ..

My fav kari..

I had just finishing watching the America's next top model on tv just now .. Was upset that Wendy got voted out .. I find a beauty in her .. In fact, this season there are a few interesting character in it .. Kari is one of my fave .. She look like a human size Barbie doll and u prob will spot her in any Guess poster .. she remind me of Shu qi ....


This is joanie .. Ok.. she is one of the final 2 .. I also didn't expect that from her cause she is not the reli strong gal .. but after a few episodes .. she is like Shandy from season 2 .. A total transform .. That cool ...
Next week, I be going to watch Forbidden city .. so i will miss the interesting episode on tv .. and i can't help by going logging on to the net and read up wat happened ... it kind of sad that it turn out that way .. i shall not blog is here .. and let u gals catch it ... I hate Jade in the show most .. too old to become a supermodel liao.. and too diva .. anyway, it been proven that being DIVA will not make u winner .. From season 1 to 5 .. None of the DIVA won at all .. so pls huh .. time to wake up ... This season 6 is not that interesting at all.. prob because Miss 'J' is not that funny anymore and without Janice Dickinson ( The World first supermodel) .... Twiggy is knind of boring .. Y did Tryan even invite here in the first place ?? Of course, Nigel Barker is the best .. he part of the reason y i still watch this model show ...

Monday, September 11, 2006

LIGHTS OFF AT 930PM ..

Woke up at 12:30pm today .. almost late for work .. No breakfast and lunch .. Guess, it either the weather or i m just tired.. It been a busy week for me .. so many things to finish up and i had to push away a few appointments .. so sorry to all my friends that i m unable to meet up with u all ... Nothing special over the weekend .. just a few shopping and the back home to rest ... these days, i just didn't have the mood to do anything .. prob i m going to stress over wat to do for company dinner and dance .. last year, i m full of ideas but now.. i m stuck ... prob because we won last year .. so this time round, i can't fail .. i had to produce a beta show ....my mind are just not working ......
There was a few irriting customers today .. well, i just can't be bother with them anymore .. cause it make me look more stupid by answering or quarrel with them.. hei, i m a queen and i shouldn't be bother by it .. i m just counting down the days that i b going to bbk .....

Bitch : Can u help me to look for size p?? Cause i m tired ...
Staff A : sorry mdm, no more already (after searching)
Bitch : sure huh .....
staff B : yes mdm, we are sure.. 2 of us search for it ..
Me : sorry mdm, we close at 930pm sharp.. after that the lights will just auto off.. u got another 2 mins to go ...
AT 930PM SHARP, I TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHT .... HAHAHAHA ....

Tell me how idiot it can be .. u tired.. then i m not tired lah .. it was all in the mess because of all u stupid gal.. come on, f%^$ off and get a life .. dun feel sorry that u are the last cust.. feel sorry for yrself for begin an idiot ....

Saturday, September 09, 2006

TO : MR TK

永保安康

她轻靠我的肩
车票握在手心里面
窗外风景变换倒退
思绪回到有你的从前
像小说的情节
你我曾爱的浪漫缠绵
用了心想要完成每个誓约
祈祷爱情可以永不变
叹世界太多变
如今是她和我依偎
我怎能不抱歉
听说你仍紧锁着心扉
我好挂念我好挂念
我仍关心你的一切
只是很单纯像朋友久违
想要知道你都顺遂
我会想念我会想念
我会祝福你到永远
若你也记得那些昨天
永保安康
是我们最后的诺言

KARMA 123 ...

Today .. my life is filled up with numbers ...

1 : Finally, comfirm my trip to bbk liao .. went to the travel agency for the deposite ... YES ..YES ..YES .....

2: I realise how Himbo i m ... SAD .. SAD .. SAD ... I actually think that Laos and Myanmar is the same country .. Ouch, How could i think like Paris ???

3 : Finally, i got a new mobile phone ... Yes .. not reli my fav .. but i will treasure it.. It the N72 phone ..... Black in col ( my fav) ... Cool .... I love it .. Thank to 'Dyy' ..... Muck .. muck ....

4: I got a few good news to share .. but not now... I m suppose to keep it as a secret ... I know i can't zip my mouth up.. but i just have too .. Aaaarraaggghhh .....

I can't help but to say how unlucky i m today ...
5 : I make a mistake letting a 'beautiful lady" to join in my preparation of D&D .....
6 : I took a train from outram park with the intention to travel to City Hall mrt station to meet 'Dyy' but with me stupidly end up in Bouna Vista .. so sad ....

Friday, September 08, 2006

UPDATE ....


OK .. I m going to write again .... But I will keep it short and sweet ... Went for a gathering cum farewell dinner last nite ... Finally , it time to meet up with Miss S and Miss X .. Of course , A farewell dinner to Miss Y ... Wonder when it time for us to gather again ..
We went to muthu's curry for the famous fish head curry and other delicious indian cuisine .. After that, a walk from Little India to Bugis Hotel intercontinental for a drinks .... YES, We do wat Tai Tai will do .. Bitch and bitch and bitch till we on our way home .... I been like bitching a lot lately ... and i do believe KARMA .... gosh .... Btw, Miss L didn't join us this round .. It ok ... next mth there one more gathering ... U know for wat reason ...... Oops, prob will crash with yr fasting mth ... Aiyoyoyo ........

PISS ME OFF ....


Piss me off, I was already finished typing wat i want to blog when this damn computer crash on me .. U idiot ...... Freaking piss off.. will not retype again .... will do it tomolo .. Damn u ..... now i m having a bad sinus ... ARRAgghhhh ....
#$%^-=09#$%&*^&* ...........

Thursday, September 07, 2006

STUPID QUESTION ....

" Now got sale izzit ? "
" U mean this tee is for $9? "
" Y the jean now $16? "
" Can u check stock for this ? "
" Can reserve ?"
" Credit card got additional discount ? "

How stupid u can be?? Stop asking stupid questions.. i wonder how u study one?? Simple english u can read meh?? Wat u do in school?? Stop being so cheapo can?? Got sale already.. still want additional discount, u think i own the company huh ?? ..... U wait for me to sleep with my boss first lah.. then he give me the compnay to run.. i can give u for free .... Not only i hate all this fucker who ask stupid question .. I hate thoso who act like a virgin when come for the sale ... like so shy to search or dig for the items .. use yr fucking brain to think.. If it not u all fuckers who mess up the place.. u think it would not be esay to find wat u want meh???? Stop acting like a virgin loh .... If u feel it so low class to dig.. Then dun fucking come in.. we dun welcome u too.. Listen to Madonna " like a virgin " .. learn from it.. Get a life u fucker ...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

HOW LONG U BEEN TOGETHER??

I was at Thumper celebrating a friend birthday .. Guess she was 'high' .. She ask me how long i been with 'Dyy'?? I answer that abt 3 yrs liao .. she mention that it not easy for a same sex couple to be together not to mention 3 yrs. I told her that he is the best i even had and i do appreciate wat he done for me althought he not romantic enough .. I told her that as the age grow .. they more value they are .. She agreed .... I got no complant abt him.. prob he the man i love more till now and i m willing to give up a lot of things if i m with him but not shopping .. She laugh .....
It not easy 2 be together .. let try to love one another and learn to take thing easy ... In every relationship.. there always a lot to learn ... and each time i take it as a lesson ..
Irene Ang spin at Thumper tonite .. prob it the only time i stay that long .. i enjoy myself.. i m glad to stay that long to enjoy the music .. from retro to now and future ....... althought it a bit of Tencho after that ... i did enjoy myself ............
I 'm tired already .. going to bed soon ... THANK to the devil for calling me today to ask me to organise the D&D for this year.. to all the bitches.. u won't be disappointed ...........

领悟

我以为我会哭
但是我没有
我只是怔怔望着你的脚步
给你我最后的祝福
这何尝不是一种领悟
让我把自己看清楚
虽然那共爱的痛苦
将日日夜夜在我灵魂最深处
我以为我会报复
但是我没有
当我看到我深爱过的男人竟然像孩子一样无助
这何尝不是一种领悟
让你把自己看清楚
被爱是奢侈的幸福
可惜你从来不在乎
啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜
我们的爱若是错误
愿你我没有白白受苦若
曾真心真意付出
就应该满足
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的
每一步都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
我以为我会报复
但是我没有
当我看到我深爱过的男人
竟然像孩子一样无助
这何尝不是一种领悟
让你把自己看清楚
被爱是奢侈的幸福
可惜你从来不在乎
啊!一段感情就此结束
啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜
我们的爱若是错误
愿你我没有白白受苦若
曾真心真意付出就应该满足
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的
每一步都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只是我回首来时路的每一步
都走的好孤独
啊!多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚
任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

Monday, September 04, 2006

THE DEVIL COMPLAIN ..

I just wrote in to complain against one of the famouse bread shop in singapore.Wat a fuck up service i get from them. It make my day suck .. n i was stupid enough to let a freaking ugly guy to pay first with no words of 'thank u' .. and he think that it his right to go first.. How ugly he is?? think of Frankenstein in adam family... but in slimmer version.. that how freaking ugly he is ... i dun wish to go with all the rest of the story but i m happy that i wrote in... never feel that good b4 ...
I dun understand that my mum have to piss me off everytime lately ... prob her pms is here and she is feeling bad but i do hope that she understand that it piss me off too with all her STUPID questions .... wat it got to do with u when my off day?? wat can u do and wat u expect me to do?? spare me with all the rubbish.. i got more things in my hands to do .... arraggghhhhhh ...... PS: Hei, They call u Mr personality because u are so freaking ugly ... to that idiot that day ya ...

LINK US UP ..

I managed to link up my good friends and buddy in the blog.Do check out their blog .... vincent, time to write more and sher, time to update liao ...

Sunday, September 03, 2006

HE'S HERE ...

Kwong sang woo is here in singapore... Yes, i m crazy abt him .. Gosh, how to sleep tonite ??

这一生也在进取
这分钟却挂念谁
我会说是唯独你不可失去
好风光似幻似虚
谁明人生乐趣
我会说为情为爱仍然是对
谁比你重要
成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要
狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少ha......
有了你即使平凡却最重要
好光阴纵没太多
一分钟又如何会
与你共同渡过都不枉过
疯恋多错误更多
如能从新做过
我会说愿能为你提前做错
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少h a......
只得你会叫我彷佛人群里最重要
有了你即使沈睡了也在笑

追 mean ' chase ' in English. In life, We need to do a lot of chasing or we do get a lot of chasing too ... Watever the goals is that we are chasing,it still back to all the basic that we need in life ... Shall we slow down in life and look back wat we really need??

WAT THE F$^% .......

Wat can i say ?? Good things come in pair and bad tinks come in triple.
1st : my 2nd sic resign, leaving me in 1 weeks time.
2nd : Some idiot refuse to tell me where i m going to transfer.. and it make me so diffcult to plan my bangkok holiday.
3rd : I b working like mad for next week due to some last mins comfirm work ..
Wat the f$%^ is this?? i dun sell my life to the company. Bascially, i m like no life now even sice i work in this outlet. From days to nite ... i work my butt off.And worse, to face all thoso idiot.I know this is not the first time i complaing but it getting ridiculous. every week i almost like buying farewell gift for my colleague. Do hope that all the idiot in the office start to wake up now... gosh ..

Saturday, September 02, 2006

LAST DAY .......


Finally, u are free to go ... All the best to u .. and it been a great pleasure knowing u.. U are one of the great buddy in our gand ... Dun worry, U will always be in our 'gang'. Dun miss us too much huh .. We always welcome u home....

Friday, September 01, 2006

WAT I DO TODAY ...........

9:00 am --- wake up
11:00 am --- meet 'da yuen yuen' @ woodlands mrt station
11:30 am --- take bus 950 to johor
12:15 pm --- reach Malaysia custom ......
1:00 pm --- Finally reach johor ......................
1:30 pm --- @ Holiday plaza .... ( eat pizza, shop.. shop... shop...)
3:15 pm --- Reach city square ......
3:40 pm --- Catch movie 'click' .......
6:00 pm --- dinner time .......
6:30 pm --- shopping time in city square .... ( very little damage this time )
7:30 pm --- way back to Singapore .. ( caught in the jam, horrible..)
9:30 pm --- Home sweet Home .........

I m tired after all the walking.. this is a little warm up for my trip to Bangkok ... I had my Xo fried rice .. yes, i love it a lot ... Guess, i b falling sick soon.. my nose are blocked and my head is spinning now.... going to bed soon.. tomolo a war to fight .............

PS: Thank u dyy for accompany me today .............

2 MORE DAYS ...........................

2 More days to go now .................. i m dead tired.. My mobile phone fail me.. guess it time to buy a new one.. but it damn bloody expensive . anyone care to sponsor me???