All Good Things (come to an end) - Nelly Furtado

It reli come to an end !!!

R.I.P

Dear Mr J ,
Thank u for being my frined for the 6 wonderful years. It been great ... i m glad to have u as my dearest friend. I m shock to hear yr sudden death. I m angry that u choose to end yr life this way. It not worth it. I could feel yr pain and anger when u share yr probelms with me. I totally understand wat u had gone thru. I thought u had already think it over and decided to do wat u think is right. I m angry that u could just leave me behind and face watever it going to come to me. I m angry that i won't be able to share my problems with u again.. I m glad that god decided to bring u back to him ..so that he could protect in his little heaven.. U shall not have anymore pain and angry .. All u get now is peaceful and happiness. I will never forgive thoso 2 who had caused u all these pain. U told me to forgive and forget .. Learn to let go ..u will find happiness ... But y can't u do the same?? How m i going to forgive them for causing u so much pain ???

Pls pls pls .. Look after me even u are up there ... I will not forget u !!! Thank u .. Mr J

OPEN RELATIONSHIP !!!

I was on the line with Mr J just now. After 5 yrs into the relationship with his bf, he decided to have a open relationship with him .

REASON ?????????

He think it fair cause he the only one that stay faithful in this relationship while his bf sleeping around with others. He felt he should had his fair share too since everything had a balance and it fair this way. He is sick and tired of suspect this and that and always wonder wat his bf is going if they are not together....

He mention that things got worse when his bf got a 3g phone. He engage in video phone sex too. I told him that view cam able to do the same just that it not doing with pc but hp these days. It sad that technologic not only help us in everyday life but it start to destroy wat we build up.

I said him did he feel any better this way ??? He said NO . WHY ??? It upset to know that his bf is sleeping around and doing all this stupid things but at least he felt so much better now.. He dun have to worried and he also didn't want to care anymore. If everything can maintain this way.. he shall let it be.. Who know.. a 3some in the future might work for them. I told him that it easy to said than done. U already so upset and angry when he sleep around.. won't it be worse to be in bed with a 3 party ???? I WOULD NEVER AGREE TO IT. I would get jealous and it suck ... Wat kind of orgasm can u get by seeing yr bf screwing other ????

I m wondering wat kind of bf he had ?? The bf didn't agree nor disagree abt it . He just keep quite. FUCK !!!! Watever it is, u choose the path ... as long u are happy, i got no comment at all. Wat more can i say when i can't even find the answer for myself .... Sometime certain thing is best to pretend u dun know any shit then know ...........

When a relationship is into certain yrs, there be lot of things that u would just want to close one eyes and let it go. u dun know who in the wrong .... there always be tons of reason and excuses ....................... Wat import is that u are happy with watever u choose !!! That more important ...

WHY STAY TOGETHER WHEN THE PARTY CAN'T COMMIT ?? IS THE BRAIN, HEART OR THE COCK DOING THE THINKING ???

自己

人在平安的时候，
很容易迷失自己。
偶尔有小挫折或坎坷，
反而能唤醒良知，
长养善根
，这何尝不是也是福？

ZOMBIE !!!

Didn't get a good sleep last nite .... I just drop in a very super upset irrited angry moody mood. Suddenly, i just dun feel comfortable in my surrounding and everythings seem to slow down. I can't even feel myself ... M i in depression ??? I dun know y it happened ??? I just can't feel anything ... Prob i m just being insecure .. ABT WAT ??? I dun know ....

MYSELF ???

RELATIONSHIP ????

WORK ???

I remember cutting mysef with penknife when i m deep in a bad mod swing. It was a bad times for me. My ex cheated on me, m going thru a rough time with my 'N' level exam .. School suck and all i want is to feel that i m still alive. I remember my arms is cover with scar .. Friends refuse to talk to me cause they think i m so stupid .. I dun know how i get over that time .. All i can remember is i just get myself drunk almost every nite.. Cry myself to sleep and back to school the next day .I got to wear sweater in school cause i dun want ppl to see my scar.

I m getting back the same feeling again ... I need to feel same pain so that i know i m still alive. It been very tempting to cut myself up again ... I need to feel myself ... Prob i should just get a tatto... At least it be so much beta in a way !!!!!!!!!!

SUPER !!

Finally i m getting a haircut .. Would be meet 'Fatimah" after my haircut to shop around Orchard. I m so super late again for chinese new year preparation ..... I haven't do my spring cleaning. My room still in a mess and i m yet to paint my room ...

'Dyy' help me to paint the living room liao .. It in super yellow colour .. It so ss 08 col ... My room would be in pink .. *AHEM* .. It not going to be all pink col lah .. Only 1 wall would be. I m trying to do retro theme for my house this time round ......

I should be almost done with my shopping for new year .. Bacially, i dun even need anything .. i still have lots that i haven't wear yet ..... The rest of shopping for my mum, sis and nephew is almost done ....

Went to Gucci today ... Wanted to ask abt the gym bag .. Soooooooo sad, singapore dun carry the small version .. Wow lau .... How can ????? Nothing much for this season .. Expect i saw this speedy bag in white col that i quite like .. The rest is just so lianish !!!!!

Got to get my ass back to work tomolo .. sooooo Boring !!!!!!!!!!!

What Dave Means

What Dave Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Heath Ledger

Shock greeted the death of Ledger who had rocketed to fame with his Oscar-nominated role as a gay cowboy in Ang Lee's "Brokeback Mountain". He was 28.

Cloverfield

Produced by JJ Abrams (of TV's "Alias" and "Lost), this is about a monster attack in New York as told from the point of view of a small group of people. Some of the fantastic scenes include the destruction wreaked on New York City, with the 401 Broadway Building blowing up and the severed head of the Statue of Liberty falling onto the streets!

Greek Masterpiece from Lourve

It a rare opportunity to view Classical Greek masterpieces from the renowned Louvre Museum right here in singapore!!!! Abt 130 exquisite pieces such as the statues from the french royal collections abd precious vases, terracotta figurines and gold jewellery from the 5th cebtury BCE to the 1st century BC will bring u back to history !!

21ST !!!!

I can say it reli suay suay day for me ... I left my money in my pocket pant that i wore last 9. Today, i bascially come out with no cash at all .. then halfway to work ......... My watch strap break into 2. NABEI !!! The watch is suppose to match my look for tonite party and i m super lost without my watch !!!!!

3 hrs at work without a watch make my PMS coming back ... I just couldn't take it and so i decided to get a real cheap watch that i can go with my outfit .... YES !!! It a casio watch ... Vintage looking hor ........

Finally, we arrive at Miss H birthday party. A place where the 2 idiot taxi driver dun even know and make us go merry go round ..... Nabei .. It the SAF Changi chatlet ... PLS PLS PLS !!!! Never nvere book chatlet there again .. It way too far away !!!!!!!

Let u know.. I never never ever spend my 21st birthday like this b4. There actually a dj console and belly dancer to spice up the party .. Wat the hell did i do for my 21st birthday ???



I was at a lebsian party ... drunk .. My fur drop into toilet bowl ... Fell from the stair .... The rest is history liao !!!!!!!

That Miss H ... I told her she look like kermit the frog !!!!

The gang that goes to the party !!!!

That Miss H mama ......

Alrite, we are waiting for Miss H to perform a dance and by now.. we are half ...Oops ... should be me ..almost half gone liao ..... I can't rememebr how many glasses i had that nite ..

Miss F and her bf !!!!!!!

Group pic !!!!! Group pic !!!!!!!!!

That my gal ... shakin shakin yr boob !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GONE !!!! GONE !!!!!

I cant rememebr wat time we left .. but i know we laugh a lot and did a lot of silly stuff ..... It a great nite and i m happy we are all there !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U , MISS H !!!

Untraceable Movie Trailer - Jan 25th

This movie look great ... i love it ...

Checkmate! FALL WINTER 2008/.09

I love this cape the best !!! It sooooooooooooooooo me !!!!

I would love fall winter 08/09 a lot ... The style is sooo fucking me ....

FATIMAH GOT LV

ME : I brought a lv speedy bag for u !!!

FATIMAH : Reli ... U are so nice !!!

ME : Yup !!!! U can get it from the face book ....

FATIMAH : Nabei !!!!

OUTING WITH MY GANG !!

Rita (On the right) is my attachment gal from China juring my good old time in Jurong Point. Times flies very fast .. She going back next week liao !!! So, We decided to have a good farewell dinner b4 she go off .... I super regret to choose Seoul Korean buffet as my choice .. This one in bugis suck ....... Food is horrible , service bad and it just suck !!!!!!

After the dinner, We were "FORCED" to entertain Miss W aka Fatimah to take this lame Neo print shit !!! It hell !!! Not only it expensive ... It way too corny for my age .... I m so super ashame of myself !!!! Never never take stupid tink like this ...........

Busy busy editing pics after pics !!!!!!!!

Finally, It out .. 11 bucks for this shit .... LAME !!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAT AN IDEA

Fabulous.Victoria Beckham for Marc Jacobs Ad Campaign Spring 2008 !!!

NEVER GET ENOUGH

I have encounter a super kena PMS bitch today at work. My staff was serving her and she pick quite a few new arrival and sale items. She asked my staff can exchange for sale items. She said no and the bitch was not convience enough. My staff came asking me and i politly told the bitch that no exchange for sale items. I went back to do my stock after that. Then i turn over my head, my staff told me she had left. REASON : I didn't smile at her and she dun want to buy. WTF ??? U think i care huh !!! Think last nite never get fuck .. That y lah ....

The place i work at now is so called the most hip and young estate but it suck .. Ppl there are so " loe educated" that they behave like u own them fucking million dollar like that. They behave like they come from some third world country like that ... It so disgrace ... Some more they are so called singaporean ..... Fucking ugly !!!!!!!!!!

LUNCH WITH TK

Thank for the lunch yestersday, Mr TK !!! Pls lose some weight ......

"Eastern Promises"

The story is about Russian crime syndicate or mafia's underground business which includes sex trade. And with Naomi's Watts, a mid-wife trails the deceased (14 year old girl) family who could take care of the newborn. Well, if you'd watched A History of Violence, you would expect in this show the level of violence or some artful display of brutalness in the murder scenes. And the planned bathhouse attack reflected the reality of 'underworld' gangster. And this show is finely in tune with a classic Russian movie and of course, Mortensen's most daring performance.

If u want to catch some old russian dick, This is the movie !!!

第一天哭了

我竟然在跨年的第一天哭了。 我不是一个爱哭鬼。 也许是泪腺不发达的缘故，我已经忘了自己最后一次哭是什么时候。 他问我到底受了什么委屈，我怎样也说不出个所以然。 我依稀记得，倒在他怀里放声大哭的霎那间， 只觉得身上一直背负的沉重包袱，终于完完全全地卸下来了。

UNLUCKY DAY !!

Damn suay to the max !!! I intent to cook dinner for my mother b4 going to work .. The glass pot shattered into thousand pcs the moment i put the fishball in. TMD !!!! Lucky got no hot water in it.. If not, i disfigure how ???? NABEI LAH .. The glass is all over the floor and stove. I wish i got a maid at this time to help me to clean up loh .. SIGH !!! If got maid, i still need to cook myself mah ?????

LOSER !!

I was working halfway when i receive a sos sms from my younger sister. It seem that her husband was hitting her. I m super mad and piss that i call her back immediatly ... She was crying over the phone and that she had run out from the house . I call my mum and get her to go over her place and take a look.. I didn't realise that it was so serious ... She was not hurt but her mother in law are ... It seem like her mother in law was trying to protect her and that loser push her away and she got hit on the wall ... When my mum was there, the mother in law is already on the way to hospital and police already there. I told my mum to get my sis to file a police report and then get a protection order for her baby and herself.

I m super mad !!!! Wat a fucking jerk he is ???? No matter wat, u never never hit a women and worse ... U actually hit yr wife and mum ... Wat kind of fucking i can see he is ??? My mum said that the mother in law was badly hurt and there seem a lot of blood. Hello fucker, If they both stay on their own .. U can imagine wat would happen ??? My sis had just discharge from hospital after giving birth leh .......... This fuckin fucker .. i m ready to screw him up if he try to be funny again ....

Bloody bastart !!!!!!!!!!!!

OUTING WITH ' FATIMAH '

Miss W is offically name Fatimah now. I bully her all the way like my maid today during our shopping trip. It freaking heavy with all the stuff that i brought. U know wat ?? She is the only one i know that ask me out for shopping but forget to bring wallet out one .. We plan and plan for today to shop and finally can meet up ... BOOM !!!!!!!! She forgot her wallet !!!! Wah hahahaha !!!

WHERE HAVE WE GO TODAY ????

Isetan Scott - Liat tower for Zara - Wisma - Ngee Ann City - Wisma - Tangs - Suntec City- Marina Square ..... last at Raffles city ......

Shopping in singapore is so boring ... Not to mention Vivo city is way too far for me and the things there suck ... And everywhere is having the same one shit !!!! Everywhere is sale sale sale now !!! But got nothing to buy at all ........ LAME !!!!!

We take a break at Tangs .. Here is all the loot !!!!

Look at 'Fatimah' ...... Tired tired !!!!!!!!!!

"Woh hohohohoho " Y SO HAPPY ?????

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Food is here ... By then, I m super hungry already !!!!! We had dinner at Asian kitchen at City link ... I always love the food there ......