HEALTH

I think my body can't take it anymore ... My sinus is very bad now and i get my asthma attack very easily. The puff is not reli working ...

Last thu, i got to rush to A&E to get my puff cause i m having a hard time breathing .... Damn it !! Reli a waste of money . My inhaler is using up like nobody bussiness. Usually, it can be use for quite sometime .. now it can onli lasting me for 2 mths . Mind u, medcine is getting very expensive these days .....

Finally, today my off day.. A day that i m slack at home and rest. To think wat i want ......

I m soooo confused ...................

TOT ........

It just not going well for me .....

I m still wondering ....

I m not expecting much ...

Onli an answer ....

COFFEE AND TEA

Fianlly, our mini gathering is here . Meet up with Papa and Mama at the bistro outside Wisma for a mini drinking session. It been like 8 years since we do this. It was fun .. We update our life .. problems and gosspi all we can ....

The nite was still young .. We decide to move on to Zouk for 2nd round. Partly to sigh attendance too lah .. If not, Vip card no more loh ... It was quite boring .. we didn't stay for long ... I got to work tomolo also ..

Indeed, it was a fun nite .. i enjoy myself alot ......

DAYS !!!

The days just pass by ....

I been keeping asking myself ...

Wat went wrong ???

Prob to u it doesn't matter anymore ...

U told me to be strong and get thru this ...

I tried .. but i can't ...

I can't help but still loving u ... I miss u deeply ...

Mayb u dun even care now .... Without me , u are more happier

u told me u are not happy for the past few months ...

Have u wonder .. i m not too ...

I ask u wat wrong ???

U told me u are tired .. I didn't want to ask much .. i believe u are ....

But it doesn't ....

Wat else i can do???

I reli dun know ..................

Tony Toni Tone - Anniversary

EMOTIONAL BAG

Our lives can be like an overloaded bag, filled with things we need to let go. This is especially true of past hurts. We tuck those wounds in our emotional bag and hang on to them. Every once in a while we take out those old injuries and look them over before tucking the pain back in our bag.

IT'S OVER

I'm done with my study ....

I have finish my last paper ....

FINALLY ...........

I'm free to do wat i want ... plan wat i want to do !!!!

I would miss it but ...

I work my ass for it ...

HOPEFULLY ....

It won't be long b4 i can get it ....

[KTV] 孫燕姿-眼淚成詩

分手傷了誰,只有那"誰"能讓它變美

wondering !!!!

Wat happened at work recently, make me think back that was it worth to stay now ?? I m sooo into quit my job and move on to another. I m just thinking wat i reli want to be and how i should start with it ?? There so much questions in my head now.

Do i stay on because it my comfort zone ??

M i able to achieve wat i want ??

Would i be happy ??

Coming to the end ..........

Wat i reli want to be ??

不是真的爱我

你和我就算了嗎　別用沉默代替回答陌生得讓我害怕　心像被針扎了一下

1 MONTH

It still in my mind ...

The place, table and words u said !!!!

I m still crying over it ............

VISITING

Mr Sinus, Miss Flu and Mr cough came to visit me at nite ...

I m having a hard time sleeping .... The cough make me wake up a few times and the nose just can't stop dripping ..

Guess i will be having a headache soon ...

I can't remember the time i m having a good sleep expect when i m drunk !!!

SMS FROM TAITAI A

JUST DON'T FORGET HOW TO LOVE SOMEONE AGAIN
!!

DUN PANIC

My mum was not feeling well since yest morning. Only today then she go and see doctor.

IT COMFIRMED !!!

She got flu, fever and cough ...........

DON'T PANIC !!!!!!!!!

It not that one lah !!!!

Doctor ask her to go back for check up tomolo if she is still having the fever ....

But hor .. I m not that good too !!!

Mr sinus, Miss flu and Mr sore throat came and visit me too .....

I know by wat i m doing .. I m going to fall sick soon .. but it just came at the wrong time ....

STUPID

I done the most stupid things in my life ...

I accidentally delete away my itunes music library ...

Damn it !!!!!!!!!

BOMB TILL WE DROP

Someone comment that my dressing look very sad tonite. I dun know wat to say . I just smile back.

The star is not me .. Is a farewell party for a friend ...

Wat matter is everyone is happy ....

It doesn't matter to me .......

Thank everyone for asking .....

TOTS

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

DREAMS

I been having the same dreams lately .. It feel so real .. But i know it not.. I wish that it was real ..

Thank u for bring smile to me when i sleep

HOME ALONE DAYS 6

Mum coming back tomolo .. M working late again ... Didn't have the time to fetch her. B getting my sister to do so.

I hate it when idiot didn't see their roster and came the wrong shift. End up i m the only one to cover for them. It suck. They always have thousand reason and commitment plus family life . Like i dun have like that ...

I been working like 3 to 4 full shift every weeks now. I m soooo tired ....

It prob help in a way .....

I can't help but to think of it .. It not easy ....

HOME ALONE DAYS 5

I m trying ...........

I m reli trying .........

It just hurt too much ....

I wish ...............

HOME ALONE DAYS 4

*SIGH*SIGH*

I brought some roasted chicken last fri. I tot i havekept them in the fridge and wanted to eat them today for dinner. I cook some rice and wanted to bring them out from the fridge and heat up. When i open the fridge, i couldn't find them. I search high and low and then it struck me that i forgot to keep 5them in the fridge . It was inside my wok and when i open up the cover ... A stink smell came out .. Dame it .. The chicken start to rot and there lot of small fly on them .

Shit !!!!

I dun know y i m so bloody forgetful thses days .....

Moreover, my stupid inhaler used up ... M having this mild asthma attack .. Suck !!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

You never lose in loving. You only lose in holding back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JASMINE !!

Thank u for the shoulder for me to cry on when i need it ... It was good to see u all again .. We are out to celebrate .....

Thank u all for the concern ....

Thank u all for not asking .....

HOME ALONE DAYS 1

Ok ... Still i didn't managed to sleep well alst nite .. Wake up early to do some housework and then get ready for my lunch appointment. Mym have reached Korea already and she prob enjoying herself now ....

Wat i do today ????

Lunch appointment with Tai Tai A and Darren at Coffee club Kino at 2pm.
Supermarket shopping
Doing my laundry

I was sooo not hungry that i ate just a meal today which is the dim sum at Crystal jade in the late afternoon. I didn't even have the mood to cook dinner. M sooo tired to do all the washing ... I wish that my roster is not that tight for next week so that i can rest more at home ...

I feel quite bad this time. Didn't get to spend a lot of time with TaiTai A . I m sooo buys with work plus all the probelms i m having . But m glad that she come back at the right time .. This is the support that i need.. The ear that i need !!!!

Thank u !!!!!!!!

MY TOTS

I have a dream !!!

ALONE

Mum be flying off tomolo to korea. Helping her with last mins packing just now. She be away for like 1 week.

At this point of time, i reli hate to be left alone at home but in another hand, i need to be leave alone for the time being !!!!

???????????????

watelse

I have been having diffculty sleeping lately. I would be tossing and turning on my bed till early morning and then able to sleep for like 3 to 4 hrs . It been going going for a few days and i m totally straon by it. I can't concentrate at work and school.

I can just scream at anyone that piss me off... I just realise that wat i need was a hug and listening ear .....

I dun know watelse i can do to make myself carry on .....

PUMP !!!

MY HEART IS STILL PUMPING !!!!

MY TOT ...

There were times when i felt that i should drop everything and run away. But what keeps me going are the beautiful moments, the exhilaration on being with u that make me realise how beautiful life is .............

EVERYDAY

It getting tougher everyday .....

I miss him so much but wat can i do ????

I reli dun know watelse i can say ...............

FIRST DAY

Yes ... I m back to work .. Just as i said .. 1 problem after another ..... I m reli sick and tiired of all the bitches that create all this shit. Come on , it a public holiday and we are so busy with the sale and yet she got to make it a fucking day for everyone.

It seem that only they all said is right .. We like been treat like dog and got to bear with all this crap... It just like they got hold of some thing in us and we just can't fight it back. I dun know wat the hell people are thinking abt ......

All this shit make me just feel like leaving my job and fucking it ....

U know wat ???

I fucking sprain my finger !!!!!!!!

I need a fucking drink ... Get drunk.. jump down ..and that is !!!!