IT ANOTHER CRAZY TIME ..

Work is going to be tough now. My head is indirectly under the crazy women which i super hate. That mean i m going to be indirectly under her too. That suck. We just can't meet eyes to eyes and have a lot of problems when i was working with her 2 years back.

THIS SUCK !!!

There a lot of rules to follow. To her, it detail that make things work. Watever, to me .. It just bullshit and trying to pick something out of nothing.

Not to mention that the biggest head is like her little puppy. She only listen wat that crazy women got to say and believe in her. Nuts !!!!!

With this shit going on .. It mean to push me to find a new job soon and leave.

FUCKING HELL !!!!

I send so many resume and non get back to me. Idiot !!!!

U R SOOO WRONG

I dun know wat u mean when u text me and ask m i horny last nite ???

Even i m, i m not going to reply u.

WHY ???

I m not desperatly looking for friend with benefit now ...

U are attached and i dun like to be that one ..

It not right to sleep with people that are attached ..

I dun want to invite trouble ....

So please .......... Even i m damn fucking horny .. I rather be alone that sleep with u .

Leave me alone .. Just stay at friend .

SHOCKING !!!

Alrite, It indeed 1 sad news after another. I received a text from my very best freind, Miss F . She said that her grandmother passed away last nite and was unable to attended our best friend Rom. It was indeed a very shocking news to me. Since sencondary school, i know she been very close to her grandmother and would spend time with her when ever she can. This news reli came shocking to me.

Life is reli short. I know this is part and parcl of life and we should take it normally but it just heart breaking to hear that. We have not been meeting up for like 2 months and last i heard was her brother was getting married last fri. It double shock to me now ...

Love who every u want too .. U might never know u be still around next day !!!!

PERHAPS

perhaps i was expecting too much.
perhaps i could not understand.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.

silence despite a million apologies.
silence when the ears just wishes to shut.
silence when the mind controls the heart.
i waited in silence.
but the silence was deafening.

cos my heart was listening.
i know it was going to be difficult.
but you could have made it a bit easier.
but you do not know how.
cos it is not,important to you,now.

請別相信射手座對感情很樂觀

射手座女生對於分手，給人的感覺好象是短痛後就會滿不在乎。多數人認為，這是射手座對感情的樂觀！如果，你也是這樣想的話，那你就錯了。在感情上，射手座其實並不樂觀，特別是她面對自己的真正喜歡或愛的人，往往不知道該如何去做？去做些什麼？怎麼樣才能做好？她很希望自己的愛情可以天長地久，但是，在這過程中，她並不知道該如何取悅對方才能讓愛永恆，她就只知道，只好一直去付出。但是，這樣做適得其反，因為太過在乎對方的“得到”後的感覺，往往會讓對方有些“膩”的感覺，於是很多射手的人，都不會得到自己真正喜歡的人的愛。另一方面，射手對感情上，往往表現出患得患失，於是有時會表現得很沉默的樣子，這會讓對方感覺被射手討厭，雖然這並不是射手想要的結果，但此時的射手也不知道怎麼去討意中人的歡喜，除非對方可以讓射手足夠安全感，射手才會表現出自己最真實溫柔的一面。對那些在感情上背叛自己的人，射手是會毫不留情的，所以，如果失戀，射手絕對不會再回頭，之所以，射手在失戀後會比其他星座“樂觀”一些，那是因為她真正地付出以後，放棄才不會覺得後悔，她覺得真正會後悔的，是不懂珍惜她的感情的人。

請別相信射手座愛自由

很多星座書都這樣描述：射手座愛自由，追求無拘無束的感覺。事實上，射手追求的自由完全是為了讓自己愛的人自由，因為她都知道，被束縛的愛情對每個人都是包袱，而在"自由"環境下的愛情，在射手看來就是完全心甘情願付出不受任何強迫的感情，才是最牢固和可靠的。

請別相信射手座很熱情

相信你曾經感受過射手的熱情，但是，如果是在對待自己意中人時，就會由開始的熱情慢慢變為沉默。你也許會奇怪：射手座不是很少會悶著不說話的嗎？其實，她也有深沉的一面，在面對自己的意中人時，射手會很害怕對方看出自己的深情而失去那份感情—害怕對方失去激情而最後導致分手，於是沉默也就成了她掩飾自己深情的方法。

請別相信射手座花心

在一般人心目中，射手座一向是“花心”出了名的。其實，與其說她花心，倒不如說她“癡心”—“專一”的另一代名詞。事實上，射手座並不是沒有癡心的可能，只是平常，你看不出來罷了；因為她給人感覺，總是一副蠻不在乎的樣子，很難想象她也會對感情有所堅持。射手座其實會做得出別的星座做不出的癡心事：如正在追求某個對象，或是已經交往的感情對象想要變心了的話，許多時候大家會選擇放棄，只有射手還是滿心期待地癡心付出等待下去，只他們因為深深相信著，努力付出，癡心守候總有一天會等到想要的結果。另一個角度，這個癡心的狀況大多發生在追求或想挽回的情況，一旦確定結果是得不到，射手座的癡心也就不再了，人們所說的“花心”也就出現了。

HOLLYWOOD LEGEND

farrah fawcett, 1947-2009

michael jackson, 1958-2009

IT ALL BECAUSE OF U

I cried myself to sleep last nite ...

The comment hurt me so much ....

I feeling so silly .....

Prob here is where i find myself ......

I feel so stupid and navie !!!!

TO U, IDIOT

Someone who i dun even consider as my friend made a very rude comment today. Should i take it as a comment?? He just know abt my break up and he just causel said that it was due to my attitude that y my bf broke up with me. It also mention that he dun understand how he could bear with me for 6 year ?? Not to mention that he said i was dump by him....

THANK U VERY MUCH , U IDIOT !!!!!

Thank u for bringing it up . Thank ya ... The wound it open up again .... Now u know y u are not even my friend ... It was very rude for u to make such comment. U have no bloody right to say so. Watever it is, u are not even him. .....

If u hate my guts, that nothing i can do.... I m glad that i didn't even bother to say anything. If not, it prove that we are on the same level.

Idiot, just shut up the next time u see me .

IT NOT ME

I realise that i m getting short temper lately. My mood swing is also quite bad. Dun even say me why ?? I can't give a answer too. .....

I reli need to find a new job soon ... Anyone with lobang ?? I can't stand working in this company anymore.

TIMES PASSES

DING DONG !!!!!

IT 2 MONTHS !!!!

IT STILL THERE ........

GATHERING TIME !!!

We have plan this a lonnnggg time liao .. Finally, this day has arrived. We went to Miss Y hse for gathering.. I m the chef for the day .. Super duper proud of myself ....... I wonder it taste nice ?? No comment from the gal .....

I luvvveeeee this hse. It look like condo hor but it not. It located near vivo city. A very old escate and it only a 3 room flat but it was convert to a studio apartment. I wish i m staying there .. Super cosy !!!!! Love the furniture too .......... Please sell me the falt after 5 years .....

I love the huge bath tube that in the toilet .....

We were so bust chit chatting till we dun know the time. We were too relax liao... Busy updating each other life also .....

Pls plan another one soon !!!!!!!

GETTING SMARTER !!

I m still working my way with my blackberry. Finally, i managed to download my email account in them .. And some pics too ... I can say i m quite good with gadget now. I also managed to download show in my itouch .. HAHAHA !!!!

SLIENCE

Something drama happened at home yest ....

My mum took my silence as i m angry with her ...

She tot that at times when i dun talk it because i m mad at her.

This make her very upset ...

She called me today ... Was crying over the phone tot that i m mad at her ...

I told her i m not ...

I told that that my slience doesn't mean anything ...

Just that i need my space and i choose to keep my mouth shut ...

I m wondering how m i going to open my mouth and tell her wat i m going thru now ??

would she able to understand ??

Mariah Carey - My All

WE MET UP !!!

We met up tonite for dinner ....

We talk abt it ...

He said it not me .. His him ...

He lost his communication with him ....

He tot of getting back but it him that find it hard to open up to me ...

I cried !!!!

I told him it not fair to me ...

If we dun try to work it out ... I just dun understand why ???

He said he need some more time ......

THINK

The only way to make the right decision is to know what the
wrong decision is.

OFFICALLY ON MR BLACK

I m offically using my Blackberry storm today. Pardon me if i m slow in replying my sms back to u. I m still learning .... There so much to explore in this phone. I m yet to find out how to store pic in them .. Damn it !!! I hate it when my phone is so plain ...

Now i m thinking should i bling them ?????

五月天-純真

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这麽做

ANY DIFFERENT ??

Would it be any different if i have done it earlier??

I tot

see no evil, hear no evil and talk no evil is the best way to deal with it ...

I m wrong !!!!

Someone told me that at that time, i choose to forgive and forget .....
I shouldn't bring it up again !!!!!

I lost my sense of direction !!!!

I dun even know wat kind of life m i having now ????

Busy week !!!

We agree that we should talk . M yet to fix the date as it been a very busy week for me. I m going for a interview too. It just so funny. They keep fixing the time late in the evening. I tot interview should be early morning??

2 of my very close friends seem to have problem with their marriage. I m yet to find time to talk to them. It been a very very tough week for me. My partner not around and i got to do most of the work and had to put myself mostly in afternoon shift as that idiot can't reli help much. .

To whoever is reading, I m fine. I admit m not looking the best at the moment cause it still been very tough for me. I admit i m drinking almost every nite but it not to get drunk but to help me to sleep better. If not, i can't even get to sleep at all. Dun worry, I m reli ok !!!

I didn't choose to talk doesn't mean it not hurting me. I just chose my own way to heal my wound.

2

When a meteorite from outer space hits a young Californian girl named Susan Murphy (Reese Witherspoon) and turns her into a giant monster, she is taken to a secret government compound where she meets a ragtag group of monsters, also rounded up over the years. As a last resort, under the guidance of General W.R. Monger (Kiefer Sutherland), the motley crew of Monsters is called into action to combat the aliens and save the world from imminent destruction!

Adapted from the novel "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown, the film follows the story of Robert Langdon, a well-known Harvard symbologist investigating a murder victim, branded with the Illuminati ambigram. Following his investigation, he soon discovers that a cult group is on a trail to murder four cardinals and destroy the St. Peter's Basilica during a papal gathering.

loving you minnie riperton

如果我们真的相爱已经太难

如果我们真的相爱已经太难
我承认如今再说什么都已太晚
假如相互埋怨只会彼此心酸
我也接受这种方式了断

反正我们继续相爱已经太难
不如让我们笑着分手让路更宽
两人要的自由只须彼此归还
不必去问明天我们是否遗憾

STEPPING DOWN FROM THE THRONE

The fairy tale came to the end at 6:48am today.

Yes !!!! The Queen is stepping down from the throne. The fairytale have come to the end. We tried to work things out but it doesn't work. Actually, it been a mths that we are apart and today is the day the queen is offically stepping down.

No hate , No regret ....

Thank u for the wonderful memories for the past 6 years. I have done so many things that i dun think i would ever do it if i m alone. I grew emotionally and physcially stronger now. I learn to take things easy too.

Yes !!! It hurt but i got to move on gracious right ..... I cant hold on to it. I do have my pride too .... Time will heal everything.... Hopefully we could come out next time as friend.

Thank u for all the support u have given to me ... U always appear at the right time ...

Thank u for all the love .. It shall kept deeply inside my heart ....

Thank u for everything !!!!

There be no other king to replace u in my heart... U shall always be the one ...

Let move on ... U are right, sometime doing the right thing hurts. .......

MY BOY BIG DAY

My boy came over to stay over the school holiday. He is celebrating his 9 yrs old birthday tomolo. I m off today so my sister and i decided to bring him out for a movie to pre celebrate his birthday. We went to causeway point for lunch and watch Monster vs Alien the movie. He had hell of great time.

It great to see him after so long . Finally , someone put a smile on my face.

We decided to have steamboat for dinner as part of his birthday celebration. I m so full after all the food. Guess i gain some weight despite i already lost quite a few kilo ... :(

LAME

My company had this stupid thing call checklist. Our area manager suppose to do it everytime they visit the shop. I m ok with it cause i usually score quite high for this. My last checklist was done on sat.

Today, someone came ... She told my staff that she couldn't believe that i score 100 marks for my last round. She went thru the store and make lot of comment. She list out the things that are missing. The shit is , if the store are low and the warehouse didn't replenish me on time. Of course when u are there, u see the stock is low ... I dun wnat to write on how moron this idiot can be ... It fucking lame ...

How could u compare last week and this week if the checklist is done once a week?? If u had see a rubbish there, can u say that i didn't throw is away last week ???

She said that no many ppl can score so high and when i score hig the other time, she already suspect something. WTH ?????

If your sayang can't managed to score that high, it not my fucking problem. It only show that they are incapable.. Score are given based on wat u see and not underhand. Anyway, my promotion and increasement dun based on this, so the fuck i dun care.

I can only said that this idiot is reli a joker. This is like a stupid student always fail his test and he study hard and managed to score a good result, then idiot start to suspect and called him a cheater...

FUCKING LAME !!!!!!!!!! GROW UP !!!

FAREWELL DINNER

So when is my fucking turn ????

Miss M last day yest. We decided to come out for her farewell dinner . Went to this steamboat restaurant at Bugis there. For the price .. the food and service so so only but that not important, is the company that count .

All the best to u !!!!