I WANT THIS BOOK ..

Of course, not the story or note book. I MEAN I WANT THIS BOOK THAT I CAN KILL PPL WITH ..Get it?? Today is the most sucker day that i can kill ppl off. Can't even have a off day in peace .. One after another , all the shit things just come to me. Hate thoso idiot who have no self respect for themself and others ... U all think u are the best .. but in my eyes, U all are a bunch of sucker and loser. I can even use the word dumb or stupid on yr all.. U SUCKER ..
I went to catch this movie around last week. Been busy with lot of things and now i just update this one .. It was a cool movie. I even brought the comic books to read. The death god is so cute .. The movie is cool and it will get u hook on .. so do catch it b4 it end .. I m waiting for the part 2 to come ..
I been thinking that if i have this notebook. Who i should kill first?? OMG, I didn't know that i have so mnay ppl on my list ya .... and i even think of the way how i want to kill them ... Mr D , Ms B , Ms M , Mdm J , Mdm A and Ms J is all on my list ... got 1 more .. this new member that just hate the club .. Miss H . nuts. All this bunch of sucker shall die at the same time and it will the biggest news in singapore ... Wahahahahahahaha .................. (evil laugh)

LIKE THAT HUH ..

Ok, went for meeting today. Got offer for another position from my company. And i m taking it up .. Due to some reasons and I can't bear to leave all my friends behind. In fact, i have tendered my resignation letter last week liao. I got even a beta offer that i didn't dream off but after some stupid things crop up .. I decided to let it go. Have to say abig thank u to all my good friends that have been calling and sms me with all the concern and advice. Dun worry, I won't let ppl broke their promise to me.I must sure i will get wat i want. I m looking forward for the new job and i will have much free time to handle my own problems.Hope it the right choice i have make. No regret ...........

FOS ..

" I am not in an open relationship with my bf. I visit saunas secretly to satisfy my sexual desires. I dunno why I keep doing that, seems like an addiction recently. But I need constant love and attention and my bf is always busy with his work. Maybe it's because my work is flexible and thus have more free time for me to fling around. I know what I am doing is wrong, but looks like I think more with my dick than with my head. "

My friend sms me this today. He was having problem with his bf. Well, wat can i say?? The cock went up to his head. I m sorry. I dun pity ppl who fling and sleep around n then act like a victim. Ppl like u not wroth my help to give advice. Cuse if u can commit to it, How do u expect yr bf to give u the same?? In that case, wat i can say is.. an open relationship is beta for u . why?? cause u are free to sleep around and so his he.But in the end, he still sleep with u on the bed at nite. Y not??

长痛不如短痛，

如果七年的感情相处,
竟抵不过一夜情就想出轨的话,
这种男友不要也罢

Love Hurts,
human are so much better without these emotions. Why can't we love someone as and when we like it. Sigh...

圆谎--

沉默是久了点谁该先说再见
虽然我早有了准备然而矛盾总难免
我以为能实现让你再快乐点
这些话说到了唇边忍不住泪流满面
真的很难两全其美我们己经试过多少回
避开了争辩却开始了另一种疏远
说一个谎言圆一个谎言我们爱的多么危险
谁也没发现是自己让这份感情毁灭
因为都想被安慰竟然以为承诺能减少眼泪
忘了真心的感觉早已经面目全非

How many lie u need to say in order to cover another one ??? Always get yourself prepared for it. I always told myself, love is not everything .. but today, i have to admit that it my life .. it my everything.

SHER BEAUTIFUL ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U LOH .. MAY U ALL STAY BEAUTIFUL AND 38 HUH ....

HAPI BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U ...
HAPI BIRTHDAY .. HAPI BIRD DAY ...
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO U ............

DISGUSTED

How can a person flirt while he is attached?? How could they sleep around like they are having high tea?? It very bad. When your partner did that to u, i beg u will cry your lung out... So let be fair, if u sleep around, make sure yr partner have the same too. I just dun understand wat is on their mind when they fool around?? Stop making excuses ... At time, it yr C$%^ that think and not yr mind .. Men are like that ... OMG ....................

DINNER AND DANCE ( PART 3 )

Sigh, the cute little hat still can't be seem here.. SAD ..SAD ....

This cute chubby guy is my new found "love" .. just joking ... He reli fit the "ah gong" look for my uptown gal loh ... cute .. The guy beside is my area manager ..

No comment in this pics .. but if u are a big fan of my blog, prob u able to guess who they are liao .. no prize for the correct answer ... ( it just happened that the all fix into this pic.)

My lovely make up artish. Reli appreciate his help for helping me out in this year D&D . It reli tough cause he got like 15 pp to do .. Thank u ...

I m been raped by them and i caught them liao .. Oops, it was a joke. just love their costumes ...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ...

Another major holiday here .I m working my ass off today. BUsy and busy ..I just dun understand how ppl can just come to Vivo and shop when it was s o crowded ... It was reli madness .. it like x'mas time in Orchard area man ...
I m super hapi .. Shall not reveal now .. When the time come, i shall write it down ... Omg, I sure can't sleep tonite ... Finally, tomolo i m meeting up with "Dyy". It been a few days since we meet up. I want to catch movie. There a few good movies in town ... And as for the good news, it worth to celebrate loh ... YAHOO ..............................

DINNER AND DANCE ( PART 2 )

That Haema n Farah. Both my ex staff in another outlet. I design and make that women zombie costume.

My Godpa is on the right. The rest are my colleagues.

The men zombie costume. Yes, this was the one that make me stay up all nite to do loh. Make up not by me ....

This is one of my fav guy. Think he quite cute and shy at time.Shall not mention which outlet he is in. That Miss M ....
Miss L cute little hat can't see here. I especially chosse it loh. Shall try to get another pic on it.

There more to come. to all my fans, just stay tune ya ...

CONFUSED ??

Got a job offer recently. I m not too sure whether i should take it up. Lots of friends advice me to go and try. I dun know whether was it me who not willing to give up the comfort zone that i m in now or i m just afraid to try new things. I m confused ??

4 U, MIRA

HAPPY BIRD DAY TO U , HAPI BIRTHDAY TO U ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , HAPPY BIRD DAY ....
HAPI BIRTHDAY TO U .....

曖昧

曖昧讓人變得貪心　
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　
寫不出結局放遺憾的美麗　
停在這裡

DINNER AND DANCE ( PART 1)

Ok, this is the long waiting pics of my compnay dinner and dance. Requested by Miss J and Miss A. This group was doing Mj song "thriller". It was a very cool dance that they have done and i m so proud of them.

This one mah .. Doing Diana Ross " I will survive" .. It was damn funi ... but it reli a dive performance that will knock Kumar off the stage ... Miss S make the gown for me in just 1 and a half weeks time. Thank u so much.

Miss A and i ... we were not drunk yet loh ...

That Miss K (who sponser a bit of my Bbk trip) , Miss M is the one in black and Miss Jowell in the poka dot dress ..

Ok, this is the lsat group that did "uptown gal". It was so funi .. Miss A tube dress nealy slip off .. I was so worried for her ... thank god that it stay put .... I still do have a lot to put up.. Guess i need to creat a album loh .... I will put up some more when i have the time ...

PMS

Today was a terrible day at work. I had a bad sore throat and had to deal with all the contractor that was coming in and out of the store. Yet this bitche had to come and irrited me. She mention that she was a trining manager from dun know where and i should have smile more if i want to be in service line. WTF?? If u are in my place .. prob that won't come out of yr freaking mouth. I dun sit in ofice and teach ppl watever training u are doing. Prob u training prostitute in bed .. i reli dun know wat to say .. Just put it this way.. not happy .. dun buy ... Y should i smile at u?? U are not Brad pitt or Tom?? As if like u spend that $20 in my store i m like lick yr breast for u like that.. even i sell, i service c*&^ lah ... Shut up and get lost .. stop pissing me off ...

HANGOVER

View for my hotel room balcony, My leg shaking when i took this pic.

Tat was how hazy it is in the late afternoon ...

I always request for a harbour view when i stay in Swissotel hotel. I just love this view. I m having a mega hangover tiday, pop 6 panadols .. Kill me pls. It only everytime a hangover i m craving for chicken rice.Got to beg my mom to buy back for me for dinner. The haze is bad. I m like having a slight fever and sore throat. sometime like stuck in my throat. Just hate it. been drinking a lot of water today. Suppose to meet "Dyy" today, decided to reat at home. i just want to lie down on my bad and sleep thru out ... My body are just too tired liao .

SPECIAL ORDER FOR MISS Y

Beautiful earring ......

Nice chiffon dress ...........

I love this retro looking dress...

Beautiful clute bag ..........

This is Miss Y special order from Bbk. Had a hard time shopping for them ... I did my sale and a few items were sold to her .. Yes, got xtra $$$ to spend liao .... Just wonder should i open another blog to sell all my barang barang ???

WE WON ...

Tonite was my company dinner and dance. As i mention b4, We had to put up a performance. No worry, I m not performing. It was s tough year this time. The competitor was very strong. And i m glad that we won again this year. All the hard work and effort is been paid off. It was a crazy nite for me. I had to do so mnay hair and make sure everyone in the right costume. Make sure everything is in order .. At least i get to eat this year. Last year was reli a madness.. Didn't get to eat at all. After the show finish, we get to take lot of pics and to dance as well. Only able to get back to the hotel room at abt 1130pm.
Drinking make u do crazy thing. I was shocked that i was somehow in bed in my boxer and tee. I would spare the details. there abt 8 of us in the room. When i woke up .. it was like 7am in the morning. I dun know wat happened. My memory just wipe out ... all i could remember is that i hug my friend when he going off, in the balcony .. Miss A fall down and somehow i fall off the bed.. That all i could rememebr... It was Miss H that told me that i called 'Dyy' in the middle of the nite.. ?????? confuse ................ OMG
Shall update the pics soon ... Crazy nite for me is all i could say. Same place but with a different ppl now .... But m glad that we all had a good time ..

PS: How stupid a person ca be to use a expensive pearl necklace as a prop and start to blame ppl when the necklace got lost?? FAT BIMBO ??

第一次

当你看着我
我没有开口已被你猜透
爱是没把握
还是没有符合你的要求
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让实现开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久
是我自己想得太多
还是你也在闪躲
如果真的选择是我
我鼓起勇气去接受
不知不觉让视线开始闪烁
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由......对我
感觉你属于我
感觉你的眼朦
第一次就决定绝不回错
哦~第一次我说爱你的时候
呼吸难过心不停的颤抖
哦~第一次我牵起你的双手
轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走
那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起死守
哦~第一次吻你深深的酒窝
想要清醒却冲昏了头
哦~第一次你躺在我的胸口
二十四小时没有分开过
那是第一次知道天长地久

Was watching 爱要怎么说 on ch U just down. This guy was trying to propose to his gf. He never sing in chinese b4 and decided to sing this above song for his gf b4 proposing to her. It was her fav song. The scence was so touched and it make this song more meaningful ..... Wish someone who do that for me .... never notice this song b4 .. but it does touch my heart now ... cool ....

FINALLY ...

Finally, everything is packed and settle for my Dinner and Dance. I m like walking the whole day .... Been to Chinatown .. buying some ribbons and trying to get a pair of gold sock .. Guess wat, the market was closed for renovation .. Gosh, Thank for all the walking long.. Think i had lost some weight liao.. It not a joke to walk under the thick haze and hot sun loh ....
Back to Bugis to meet Miss M for lunch and then to Esplanade to watch them doing rehersal.Guess wat now, Nobody was there. Tis devil refuse to pick up my call.I just dun understand that wat the F^&* do u need a handphone when u just refuse to pick up call. I like call abt 10 times loh. DAMN ...... Talking abt all this shit that must take think serious and be there at every rehersal. I just dun understand wat been done when it should be at 5pm .. when i wa sthere at 6pm, I didn't even see a single soul. And u expect them to stay late to rehersal.. R U BEEN FAIR TO THE REST?? Ppl like them always talk and talk .. TALK COCK LAH .....
Finally, tomolo the big day.. after this crap .. i can have a good rest liao... and i won't get to work and see thoso irriting ppl that i dun want to work with .. That cool ... Will be meeting up with Miss Y b4 going to the hotel to get ready. Need to do some sale to earn some money for my next trip .. heeheehee .... going to ZzZzZ now ...... tomoo another long day for me .....

看不开

「放不下」和「看不开」属人类潜意识中的劣根性之一。

就因为「放不下」和「看不开」不断地牵绊著，人往往必需经历很长的一段时间才能将自己从「过往」中释放出来。

说自己「放不下」，其实是舍不得忘却，即使痛得让自己难受，仍然想在其中找寻一些曾经拥有及值得保留的回忆，并且乐在其中。

至于「看不开」，是因为一开始已包含著一些寄望，所以不愿意走出自己所设下的憧憬，宁可被多方的苛责或羞辱，坚持已见也不愿忘却。

MY LEG ACHING ..

This time round, shopping suck big for me. It not a joke to walk from one place to another to get all the stuff i need for my Dinner and Dance. And i had to rush caush time is falling short on my time. Think of from Bugis to Wisma to Ngee Ann to Far East Plaza and to Junction 8. I m fainting from all this walking... Thank to my shopping in crime partner Miss Idayu ... Thnak u for being so patient with me. I got to rush home to do the costumes. Althought it onli 10 pcs of them but it not easy to do as i got to think of different designs. Not to mention that the person i work with is so hard to please.
Only managed to get to bed at 2pm. got to work morning tomolo and my whole body is sching now.. AARRAAggHhHh .......... Anyway, heard that a bitch was disappointed that her design was not chosen. Well. baby .. that too bad.... ' in the fashion world, one day u are in.. the next day u are out " ... wat can i say.. U suck ...

重遇

爱你的回忆
心动的美丽
曾经我还以为永远
不会再遇见你
爱你的回忆
心动的美丽
有千言万语
曾经在无数夜里
为思念而哭泣
因为你在我心里
有特别的感应
离别后
我走到那里
仍有一线来牵引
oh~时光穿越了我
想念眼睛
让我再好好看着你
属于我们的默契
今夜蔓延成一座森林
时光穿越了我
等待的心
让我再好好靠近你
闻着爱燃烧的气息
天知道我
多爱你

SO CROWDED

Vivo city is super packed today .. Today also marked the day that Gap is finally open store liao.. It was super crowded too .. was stuck at the Harbour front station cause it was jam with all the human ... Omg, I never see such crowd b4 leh .. It was super packed loh.. All this human like going to Zoo like that .. come to look look see see .... That wat i called " ppl moutain , ppl sea ". 'Dyy' came to fetch me after work today. His first virgin trip to vivo city. Almost got lost .. hahaha ... Reach home abt 12am. Yes, it was that late. Damn .. tomolo full shift ... going to knock out liao ....................

OMG ....

It been like 'N' times i wrote to the blogger that i need them to review my blog. I dun know whether they are seriously busy or it just that they want me to close it down .... I m yet to get a review or anyone to contact me. Miss Y mention that she only send in twice and they alreday review and unblocked for her when she had the same problem .. Y i hate to tke that long ??? I dun understand ... It sucks .. Been a bad day for me .. running up and down to do all the errand for my compnay Dinner and Dance .... totally shag off and tired ... Going off to do my costumes now ... Crossing my fingers for my blog ... :(

FAREWELL DINNER

Today, went for a farewell dinner for my boss.Kind of sad that he is leaving. Guess i will miss working with him. Sigh ...... We went to Seoul garden for a buffer. OMG, I m so full now. It was super freaking crowded. 'Dyy' was sick. Didn't meet up with him tonite. U beta take care ya .... Another long day for me tomolo ... .... I think i m going to fall sick soon ...

:(

my I know I've tried my best and give all I could but what's meant to be will be. It's not a thing I, by myself, have control over. It takes two hands to make a decent clap. .........................

blocked ...

Just got back from Bangkok ..I got so many pics to downlaod.. And my blog is still been taken as a spam blog.. They haven't unlocked for me yet.Sigh, how slow they can be when i alreday send them a email last week liao. Dead tired, going to bed now .. just finsih unpacked my bag too ... tomolo working day for me ... YAWNNNNNNN ................

WAT I BUY ??

Ok, this is a must for me .. i m a sucker for bag.Saw sometink like this in sin, cost at $40 buck. But i got it in a great price now.

Hhahaha .. This is all the sucker tee i must have ....

Some more tee.. I love astro boy ..............
YES ...YES.... Tat was the hello kitty basket i was talking abt .... Love them ...
Some more shitty tee ....... YO...Mcshit .. u know who that ?????

DAY 3 IN BANGKOK ...

This is a shopping centre next to my hotel. Not too sure of the name liao. dun reli have much place to shop there . Onli go there for supermarket and food. But u do able to get cheap nice shoes there.

Siam paragon is the new shopping centre. All high end brands .. My sis just told me that on the 5th floor .. there is Disney shop. Dman it, i was so bored in there that y i wanted to leave early ... wasted .. AaArraagghhhh .....

Happened to came upon this chinese restaurant when 'Dyy' was hungry when we were shopping at Mbk. It selling like fusion food . A bit of chinese / japanese/ western food. OK, at least it sell dim sum... I miss dim sum .... overall, it not bad .. reasonable price too ...

I do believe that the king just celebrated some things. U get to see thsi almost outside every shopping centre and everyone like would wear a yellow polo tee with the royal crest on it. Omg, I m the queen .. would anyone do that for me?? My col is purple ... thank u so much ...

DAY 2 IN BANGKOK ...

Chutuchak Weekend market .. One mof my fav shopping place in Bbk.
The sky is grey now, but it didn't rain.
'Dyy' need to cool down after all the walking ...

We woke up at abt 8am for breakfast so that we could reach chatuchak weekend market for our shopping. We reach there at abt 930am. The sky was grey and i thought that it would rain .. So had to be fast and quick in all the thinks i want to buy.. Was suppose to look for some unique items here. YES, I did found some .. and i got a few great vintage dresses for Miss Y. Of course, I managed to get 3 cute Hello kitty basket bag from here. It so cool. Can be used as laundry bag, beach bag or even magazine holder.
We were inside the market for like 2 hrs. Poor "Dyy" .. He seem to be like having a heat stroke. Been carrying all my shopping stuff and walk with me round and round the market. I sweating like nobody bussiness .. Indeed, it didn't rain and it was so hot till i got a mild sun burnt ... My feet also cook up by the sun like a Bbq chicken.
We were caught in a terrible jam on our way back to the hotel.. it was like abt 1 hrs. My Pms mood satrt to come oreadi. Just hate to be caught in a jam. Went for lunch in the shopping centre next to the hotel then back to room for a rest... Will start my second round of shopping later... I was suppose to spend one whole day in the market ..AAARRaaGGgHhHhHh ..........

I M FLYING ...(6/10/06)

This is the most expensive breakfast i ever had. It cost me abt $15. Mind u, it was at the changi airport. Omg ....
Ok, inside the plane liao .. got a few cuites .. didn't have the time to take pics of them .. SIGH ...
I m reday to fly liao .. so excited abt the trip ...

因为寂寞

因为寂寞，我们才不断求爱
因为寂寞，我们才不断寻欢
因为寂寞，我们才追逐名利
因为寂寞，我们才无事生非
因为寂寞，我们才逢场作戏
只为了填补那空虚的心灵，在这么深，这么黑，这么寂寞，这个安静得只有你自己可以听到自己的呼吸声的夜里。。

IT suck

My luggage ... that when i fly there .....

This money was sponser by Miss K.. she want me to get some stuff for her and the rest is mine..

In another 7 hrs, i b flying to the beautiful country .. Thailand ... just b4 i leave, My blog is consider as a spam blog. Now i can only save wat ever i write and then wait for them to review my blog b4 they unlock it.. Wtf, I write evryday .. I mean almost everyday.. How could they do this to me?? It affect my mood badly ... Hope by the time i come back ... They should have unblock my blog ...

Wow lau ....

Sigh, went to Vivo City for my new store set up today. It a waste of my fucking time .. I had a hard time finish the place together with Miss L and we had to carry all this heavy cleaning items ... It make me look stupid. The renovation for the shop was not finish yet and we were like idots waiting and waiting.. In the end, I onli managed to file my paperwork and do some minor cleaning . The rest was being send home and was requested to come back tomolo at 8am for the set up.. I m so sorry.. by the time, I be on my way to Bbk already .. Just my luck .. I m not there to help ..

Finally, my luggage is here. Went to Suntec City to collect it after work. There was no carrier for it.. I had to carry it all the way to Orchard to meet up with the rest of my gang. We went shopping for our compny DnD ....The haze is getting worse. ' Dyy' was sick.. down with a sore throat .. Poor baby.. He went to see doctor after work .. Hope he is ok by now.. Will be meeting straight at the airport tomolo ......

FOR U , MISS Y ..