QUOTE

"Oftentimes, you are not really afraid of loving someone. You're just afraid of
not being loved back."

BITE ME

After Bella recovers from the vampire attack that almost takes her life, she looks to celebrate her birthday with Edward and his family. However, a minor accident during the festivities results in Bella's blood being shed, a sight that proves too intense for the Cullens, who decide to leave the town of Forks in Washington, for Bella and Edward's sake. Initially heartbroken, Bella finds a form of comfort in reckless living, as well as an even closer friendship with Jacob Black. Danger in different forms awaits.

IT 'S HUGE

OK ..... U see it ... No joke. It the damn fucking huge lv trunk outside Ngee Ann City. Hell , i want to bring this home .....

It offically my second public holiday off. I m soooo super happy. It would never happen in my fucking ex company. Morever, i dun celebrate hari raya haji. It ok, i m supeeeeerrrrr dupppeeerrr happppppyyyyyyyyy. Met ,iss F for shopping and movie. It was way too relax for me. Some people are jealous ... i dun care ............

More holiday for me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SELLING MYSELF

Friend said it time for me to do something. I asked what thing ?

He suggest that i should start a profile somewhere and stated that i m looking for a relationship or searching for friends .

I m wondering why ??

I m not so desperated and it would not been fair for the other that so called i m going relationship into . It very complicated .... Do i look so in need that i need to sell myself thru the net ??

Yesss !!!!!!!! i m reaching 30s and it everyone or many just my dream to have someone beside me to care for me but do i reli have to do it ??

watever it is, it will come when it come .... i cant force it.

Sil - Love Don't Come Easy * Video * ((Silvy de bie) )

WORLD AIDS DAY PARTY

QUOTE OF THE DAY

If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain
would go away sooner and not hurt as much.

ATTACK TO THE KITTY LAND !!

It was indeed a very surprised outing for all of us. Who would know we could actually go kitty lab together ? Mostly not a kitty fans but we had a hell of great time there. I lovvveeeee the whole place. Wish i could stay there...

I believe u could see how busy i m today. At nite, party at winebar. My staff birthday celebration and gathering too. It was indeed fun .. Great company !!!!

H&M SPRING SUMMER 2010

PRICE FOR BEAUTY .........

Try this gorgeous suit at topman Ion hust now ......

The price is fablous ..........

How i look in it ??

PRICELESS .............

COCOON ME ......

I luvvvvvv it .......

Remind me of winter, hong kong, my puffy jacket .........

I adding them in my wish list !!!!!!!

*BLINK*BLINK*BLINK*

RELI COMING ??

Over the decades, many have prophesised that the world will end when the ancient Mayan calendar ceases on 21 December 2012. But before that occurs, the human race is bound to face natural disasters such as massive volcano eruptions, typhoons and other natural calamities. An academic researcher opens a portal into a parallel universe and makes contact with his double in order to prevent an apocalypse predicted by the ancient Mayans.

SO WAT IF IT BLUE ?? KILL ME

I know monday is always blue ...........

But it kind of suck when everything just dun turn out the right way ... I m sooooo sick of it liao . I just dont understand .....

It the fucking things that i wont ask anyone out anymore. I m sick and tired of people cancelling on me and watever excuses they can give me.

I m sick that i m always the one for people when they are not the one for me ....

I dun love myself now and i m going to hate myself more ....

Hope it make sense !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m not going to talk to my mum for the time being .......

I m preparing to move out anytime now ..........

i m sick of this place

IT'S HERE

STOP POPPING ME THE QUESTION

People,

I reli wish u all stop asking me the same question again. If u need to know, ask him not me. We havent been sms or contact or meeting up for the past few months . I dun anything . Whether he attached or seeing anyone or how his health??

Yes.. i do care and concern but i dun think it right for me to ask anything. Even i ask, what can i do ?? Does it make sense to u ??

Each time these questions being popped out, it just make me shock for a while and i m like wthat the fuck m i going to answer ??

I DUN KNOW IS THE ONLY WORDS U GOING TO GET FROM ME ......

If u people are so keen to know, call text or even facebook him and ask .......

I m not being petty or sour abt this whole shit . it just that i m wondering ... How much would i know ?? Even i ask ... wat good is make to me ??

Does it make any sense ??

LOVE IT ........

I love this look from YSL ........

Fuck me in it !!

DOES IT MAKE SENSE TO U

I just dun understand .. If u like to do cashier so much ... Go and work in supermarket. It doesn't make sense at all.

I roll my eyes when i m taing to u. I m like shorten 10 years of life by waiting for your response.

Dun act smart when u know u are not .. It kinda piss me off ...

Work more and stop asking me stupid questions ...

I dun care wat reason u giving me .. it all excuses and nothing !!!

SO ... Does it make sense to u ???

RESTING DAY !!!

Wake up late !!!

Do my laundry ..........

Dinner at Maxwell hawker .......

Chill out at Winebar ........

WAT IS TRUST ?? WAT IS TRUTH ??

Wai Kit, a 23-year-old undergrad living with Justin, his 27-year-old boyfriend, are about to celebrate their first anniversary together. Justin makes a suggestion as to how to celebrate their first anniversary but was met with a luke warm response from Wai Kit. Following a call from Jimmy, Wai Kit wants to move out of Justin’s house, leaving Justin wondering what has gone wrong between them.

Written by Alfian Sa'at.

Directed by Royston Tan.

“Anniversary” is a story of love, of what trust means and the need to find out the truth.

"Anniversary" will touch your heart and remain in your mind long after viewing.

Yes !!! HUMP ME

When Andrew unexpectedly shows up on Ben's doorstep late one night, the two old college friends immediately fall into their old dynamic of heterosexual one-upmanship. To save Ben from domestication, Andrew invites Ben to a party at a sex-positive commune. Everyone there plans on making erotic art films for the local amateur porn festival and Andrew wants to be part of it. They run out of booze and ideas except one: Andrew should have sex with Ben, on camera for the sake of art.

WAT A FOOL !

I have done the most foolish things yestersday ...

I let my tears roll down for nothing ...

Dun even ask me WHY ??

I cant even give myself an answer ......

Watever it is,

Thank u for keeping me accompany ..

Thank for the ride home !!!

WEEKEND !!!

Work work work !!!!

Chill out at friend place !!!

Love his new house .......

very chic and clean ...

That wat i called home ............

WAT I M GOING TO DO WITH IT ?

I must be going crazy. My memory is working on overdrive and I wished there was a way for me to simply wipe them all out. All 6 years of memories.

What am I going to do with 6 years' worth of memories?

張惠妹 原來你什麼都不要 live

原來你什麼都不要 ....

RELI ?? DOES IT HAPPENS ??

Aaron Eckhart plays a widower named Burke, whose book about grieving turns him into a phenomenon. Reinvented as a charismatic self-help guru, he falls for Eloise (Jennifer Aniston) at a seminar and is forced to confront the fact that he hasn't come to grips with his own loss.

FIRST TIME

I sleep my way till late noon today .......

I m just way too tired .........

Both mentally and physcially .......

OCT TO NOV TO NOW

I was reading thru my blog for the past few years .. I just realise that in the mths of oct and now i will be ...........

busy with my ex compnay Dinner and Dance ........

travelling to Bangkok or Kl

Looking forward for my birthday .........

and wondering watelse i can do next year ..............

Now it doesn't matter anymore .........

I realise that i dun love myself anymore ............

DUN EVEN ASK ME WHY ??

I dun know why i do it ?? Mayb i was drunk ??

I was not even there yet last nite.

I just realise in the am that i send him an sms last nite on my way back.

" I MISS U "

This is wat i text ?? I ask myself " M i waiting for his reply "?

Suddenly, i sit up and think .... WHY i do it ??

If u ask me ........

Do u miss him ??

YES !!! I do ......

Do u still love him ???

Of course i still do ...

Have u not move on ??

Yes, i do but it not easy .. I said it cause it the only way i get ppl stop asking me all the wrong question ...

I m trying .. and i m still trying ............