"We r sharing pt of views n listening to choices.Why don't u
share yr views?I think its a group project n everyone should get
involve cos even XXXXXX also has some comments on songs.
we should have open communication" .....
I got this sms when i declined to follow up a project .. Cause i dun think that they would need me around as i see that u have a lot of capable ppl around u who want to do their part in it .. If in the first place that we need to get ppl who involve the project to vote .. Y get me to plan and then get it organise up?? U think it that easy to do so many thing meh?? u think u want to plan a event is so easy meh ??? I had spend nite staying up thinking and thinking leh .. and now u come and tell me that we need to vote and then i redo my plans to suit wat u all want ?? HELLO, "KNOCK, KNOCK" on yr head .. " Did u take yr medcine today"??
I walk out in the middle of the meeting .. I felt that there too many orangiser liao .. so i decided to leave it to them to do .. and then i sent the sms to declined the project .. and that when abt 20 mins later i get the above sms ... I explain to him that it ok.. i see a lot of capable ppl around him who able to do a beta job than me ....
In like half an hrs later, i got the following sms .....
" We choose YOUR song, Pls coordinate with YOUR group "???
Wait a min , Wat does that mean??? So if like my idea is not begin choosen, I won't be needed in this project lah ... I refused to reply back .....
After this crap think, i attended another meeting .. Which is FOS .. Bascially, it like to shame thoso ppls who didn't produced so called " result" .. YES, I was one of them ..... SO WAT ?? I dun care .. when u put me to take over the shop, Hv u see how many rubbish i have clear ?? Which the previous dumb blonde have left for me?? And with the shop going to close down .. and all the bargain sale .. wat do u expect?? U think ever singaporean is so cheapskate huh?? Hv u calculated how many pcs of items i have to sell to get thoso kind of sale??? At time i m just wondering have the ass move up to yr head?? It was just a waste of time in the meeting ....
In order to get all the anger out .. Miss K and i decided to b a " Tai Tai " of the day .. We went to Marina Square for shopping and then City Link for kopi .. And we had a good laugh with all the rubbish from the meeting ... it just that we realise that we are working with a bunch of moron and immature monkeys ... OMG, i m just wondering m i becoming them soon ?? Anyway, dinner was at Asian cuisine which at City link too ... Well, I will give 7/10 for the food and service ... Should try it out ... it my virgin trip there ... and i begin to like it .... We left the restaurant at abt 9pm ....
While on my way home , I recevied the following sms ...
"Fyi, XXXXXX was concerned abt ur unhappiness during the
meeting.Juz show tt she does value u .. food for ur thot " ....
Well, as i said .. i can't be bother liao .. even i do i prob will juz put 45% of my heart into it .. cause i lost my passion in it liao .... I reli see no point in it loh ....
It like y have to upset everyone leh?? U do have capable ppl around mah?? Y me?? It upset that we do not have a good leader to lead us .. wat worse that the leader is blind and deaf too ... It kind of sad to have a bad leader but it worse to have our combo ....
PS : Thank to all the sms that my colleagues have send to me when they know i m upset and have decided to drop out of the project if i m not in it .. it appreciated ... Thank to all who have stand by me today and have to listen to all my rubbish and try to cool me down .. THANK U AND I LOVE U ALL .....